#Honestly Purgatory messed him up bad he pretty much rode the high of leading the team till he failed

[qtubbo]

i wonder how much of tubbo's skewed ideas about death come from fred and how much is from purgatory. i think fred and the funeral is meant to be the main factor, but tubbo has also made it clear that he has not forgotten purgatory. at the beginning he was stuck in an endless loop of dying, then he became the killer, and then the final battle was centered around who died first. in the past month death has been one of the most significant parts of his life.

You get so used to death it hardly seems real anymore.

#qsmp #tw suicide mention #tw sucidal ideation #asks! #Honestly Purgatory messed him up bad he pretty much rode the high of leading the team till he failed #Then sent himself way deeper into self doubt #Plus blue team because of their spawn were in constant death loops its no hard to believe #That it has permanently affected how he sees his own death #Qsmp tubbo