#Hwei hasn’t had the opportunity to do any real introspection before jhin comes along because he’s not given the freedom to do so

[clefaiiiry]

Khada “I have a compulsion to commit atrocities as a way of coping with feelings of inadequacy and nihilism because there is no beauty in the world so I must create my own twisted version of it the only way I know how” Jhin

vs

Lukai “I see beauty in all things no matter how ugly or dark they might be, and I want to see the best in everyone and help them reach their fullest potential like I never had the chance to even if they don’t deserve it” Hwei

#ria.txt #jhin is like fake deep he’s like a Reddit atheist #but most of his motivation does come from a very deep potent low self image so he overembelishes #jhin sees himself as deformed and broken and completely incapable of living a normal life #he has a compulsion for committing atrocities and sees no reason to resist because there is nothing for him but death and his ‘art’ #vs hwei who grows up with a very contained idea of what is ‘acceptable’ and ‘unacceptable’ #Hwei hasn’t had the opportunity to do any real introspection before jhin comes along because he’s not given the freedom to do so #so hwei isn’t really sure who he is outside of his art so he defines himself by it #there is darkness in them both but the main difference is that hwei ultimately resists his because he sees purpose in living life #‘no one can take the part of me that just wants to live’ #is one of my favourite hwei lines because Jesus you just fucking nailed it #I’m rambling now I’m stuck at work and very tired #league of legends