#I AM TIRED I am WEAK Id like the freedom to sluff over and waste away as bad as that already is but i might p myself so i gotta

[reserwrekt]

Today my pp broke c':

#chronic illness #isnt it so attractive to have chronic illness #my reservoir won't empty and i get to go every hour #i guess the pp fandom would probably think its attractive but #ITS NOT FUN #having urine retention #I AM TIRED I am WEAK Id like the freedom to sluff over and waste away as bad as that already is but i might p myself so i gotta #force myself to wake up and use all of my strength just to fucking sit up and punish my body and legs and blood pressure #to get the fuck up and use the potty and i get to sit on the toilet kind of loopy and drooling and falling chronic fatigue asleep #while i cant finish urinating. its fucking insane the way cfs just makes me entirely unfunctional. how ALL of my muscles dont WANNA #okay two seconds of anger is all i get before i pass out again #cfs #chronic fatigue #disclaimer idk if its entirely cfs or a piping problem fr