#I also still adore luvia

[illmother]

GIVE ME THE 2K WORDS DOMESTIC DEREN HCS RUELLA. HAND THEM OVER

(if ur comfy w it ofc <333 no pressure if not uwu)

yes my liege 🙏

— deren wakes up at around 10am, give or take. at that point, the kids are already at school, you at work. but somehow—when she wakes up there’s always always a lipstick stain on her cheek, some smeared around her lips. ah- you must have been in a rush, she wonders if you noticed you also smudged your lipstick a bit giving her this kiss. oh, well…she can always ask tease you about it later. still, she couldn’t help but run her fingers over her lips. she’ll make a mental note to repay you when you get home.

— MOVIE. NIGHTS. at least twice every week. the kids would always ask to see “mama’s movies” (since i imagine it’s kinda hard to keep it a secret, when your girlfriend is a legendary director and is all over the news once every few months, you’d tell them anyways against your better judgment) and you and deren would comply, an amused smile on her face as she watched the look of amazement on the kids’ faces. in the end, you’d always be the one to tell them to go to bed. and as your kids groaned and whined about wanting to finish deren’s movie, all deren would say is “listen to your mother, kids.” she waited a long time to say that.

— if i had to describe a parenting dynamic between you and deren, it would be…good cop, bad cop. deren, being the more laid back parent obviously being the good cop. you, being the stricter parent is the bad cop.

— you take deren on dates very often. yes, you are the one who suggests going out on dates. i imagine the first time you asked her out after the whole thing blows over, she’s just a bit stunned, staring at you for a moment to make sure if she heard it right, might space out a bit. it’s only when your daughter lightly tapped her cheek that she finally snapped back to reality.

— obviously, deren could never say no to you, so every Friday night you both indulge in each other’s company. your kids are left with a babysitter (maybe a trusted sinner from MBCC i can imagine how chaotic it’d be LOL) you’d either go to high end restaurants or a cheap fast food court and get ice cream right after.

— speaking of MBCC i can imagine every time deren visits for any reason at all, she often brings you and the kids along. i can imagine luvia ray, and OwO will absolutely adore your kids! i feel like luvia would often show them some acting tricks if they even ONCE mentioned the word ‘acting’ OwO is like a big sister to them, they admire her dance and ambition. (OwO and the kids often have playdates together)

#idk if this is 2k words but let’s pretend it is #path to nowhere #ptn #ptn x reader #deren #ptn deren #deren x reader

[rosalineandrosemary]

What are your thoughts about Mirajane x Lucy and Lucy x Juvia?

(I just fell for Mirajane x Lucy since I think they're kinda cute, because a while ago I reread FT and seeing Lucy fangirl over Mirajane at the start...like I get, that she simply admires her, but still!!! Also Lucy being Mirajane's Nr 1 fan is cute thought 🥺🥺 Not to mention their height difference!!! (I think Mirajane is slightly taller than Lucy)

(Now with Luvia...I'm not a big fan of it. I remember when I first watched FT, I was super annoyed by Juvia accusing Lucy of being a love rival, but when they both fought togeher in the Tower of Heaven Arc, I thought that this would mark the end of the unnecessary "Lucy is my love rival" thing. Juvia would understand that Gray and Lucy are simply friends and would learn to stop being extremely jealous and would become good friends with Lucy.

That didn't really happen.

Because of the love rival thing and jealousy being always played as a punchline, I couldn't really enjoy Juvia's relationship with Gray AND Lucy.

But if it had been handled better, I would have enjoyed the "this girl is my love rival >:( -> oh nvm, there was a simple misunderstanding -> we're friends now -> yay, I'm so happy being her friend :) -> ...I just fell for my ex love rival :D" dynamic the ship could have had.

oh, thank you for asking me!!

i'm not sure how i feel about mirajane and lucy as an actual romantic relationship. i definitely think that lucy has had a crush on mira at some point in time, and that they're adorable as friends, but i haven't put enough thought into them romantically to solidly make the call about them in a relationship like that. however it is so cute either way, and you're right when you say that they have a height difference! sorry that i don't have headcanons or more thoughts or anything, just i like it, but it's not in the top few i have and i haven't thought much about it.

luvia though? i love luvia so much. particularly i'm a sucker for lucy/cana/juvia because i love all the dynamics individually as well as together, but i adore luvia. i think that both lucy and juvia have different sorts of boundaries and issues that would lead to them being good for each other, like how they both have abandonment issues (to whoever sent the lucy abandonment issues ask i have not forgotten about you i promise just high school is busy and i have so many thoughts and no idea how to word them properly), and especially how that relationship progresses like you said! they fought so well together during that unison raid, and lucy saving juvia from the rocker guy whose name i can't remember was lovely. i also think that it would be really neat if lucy was able to train with and enhance the powers she got from aquarius through juvia, and i'm a sucker for fics where lucy regains aquarius's key and in one specific fic (it's called Turning Tide on ao3 by lilacskye and i adore it so much (also if anybody wants to ask me for fic recs i do have them and am So willing to ramble about them)) juvia actually has a connection to lucy and aquarius through her water powers and the fact that lucy summoned aquarius in the water that makes up juvia's body, and while that fic is not luvia, the potential of that idea has me quaking. given the way that she followed gray after the guild split, i don't think she wants the people she loves to be alone, which is great for lucy considering that she does not want to be alone. she throws herself into finding her friends once they split, she plays with her spirits as a kid because she's desperate for companionship, while she might like being by herself to recharge she doesn't like being alone, and while juvia's stalker tendencies are played for comedy, i think that her everpresence, especially as she develops to be less of a stalker and more dependable, could be really good for lucy.

okay so paragraph two of luvia because that one is getting long. i think lucy's bluntness or openness, i struggle to define it, could also be good for juvia? like. i'm not sure it's as present of a character trait, or at least not one of the ones they think about right off the bat for her, but lucy feels things incredibly openly. she's loud when she kicks the team out of her apartment and she sobbed when she saw levy and she complains about the walking and it does get better but that openness in contrast to juvia's trouble expressing her emotions would be nice. i think they both had similar sorts of childhood in that regard, we just see them in different points of recovering from that? like. lucy was raised to be this noble daughter, married off for financial reasons, picture of children are to be seen not heard. juvia had her mood reflected in the rain around her, which never stopped pouring until she met gray and really felt something else. i struggle a bit to call what juvia did suppressing her emotions, but they both ended up in that sort of monotony, and they both had to learn more healthy ways of feeling and expressing their emotions afterwards. in the show, we don't see lucy directly after she escapes from her father's home, which gives her time to start trying this, but we see both emotionless juvia and juvia with emotions within the span of an episode. she struggles to define her own feelings, she's confused and mystified and then she attaches herself to gray because of it. she's attempting to learn the coping mechanisms she's looking for but it's a process to recover from this that both juvia and lucy are going through, and i think that they could help each other with that.

so, this is where i'm going to stop, i do in fact have more thoughts about them but it's almost eleven thirty and i still have not done my calculus homework and i do need to do that. if you want to hear more about them let me know, if you want to provide some mira/lucy or luvia or anything thoughts that you have, please send them in i would absolutely love to hear them. i have many thoughts about many things in regards to fairy tail, and while i am significantly more likely to go in depth in regards to lucy i do have thoughts about other characters, the plot, and all that jazz so please do send me asks!! it might take me a hot minute to get around to them (yet again, abandonment asker i am so sorry i just think you deserve a well organized response because it is so important i just have not gotten around to anything well organized) but please do because i will eventually!

#rosaline rambles #lucy heartfilia #fairy tail #juvia lockser #mirajane strauss #luvia #lucy/mira #also anon i went through my luvia tag so click it and there's more luvia thoughts and a couple posts #gay lucy propaganda