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sinsmockingbird · 6 months
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PTN WOMEN AS PARENTS | Various
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PAIRING: Chelsea x Afab!Reader, Cinnabar x Afab!Reader, Deren x Afab!Reader, Rahu x Afab!Reader, Zoya x Afab!Reader
WARNINGS: Fluff, SFW, Children, lmk if there's anything else
AUTHORS NOTE: PTN women as parents.... some may be batshit crazy, but most of them are good parents, I know that for a fact can't change my mind. Also dedicated to @prisoner-of-sin.
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✧ CHELSEA
• Chelsea absolutely spoils her children. She will buy them everything, from clothes to toys to pets. If they want it they'll get it, there are no exceptions.
• She's rich, money isn't even the slightest hint of concern for her. She's usually spending every jewel she can make on herself or you, but having her new bundles of joy in the world? Well then, now she's going to spend even more on them too.
• She'll 100% end up being the "Cool Mom," whether that was by accident or not. She doesn't like to be strick and usually allows your kids to get away with things, but she will lay down on them if they go to far.
• Just because Chelsea is pretty relaxed and allows minor things to be swept under the rug if it involves your kids, she isn't gonna hesitate to ground them if they do something bigger than drawing on the walls.
• Be prepared for Sitri to be very overprotective over your kids. Sometimes you'll both wonder if the gem panther considers them hers and not yours.
• It really isn't uncommon to find one of your kids missing, and when you both go into panic, you'll stop and see Sitri holding them by the back of their shirt or cuddled tightly around them.
• It's comical to see how much Sitri and Chelsea are alike when it comes to your kids. Protective and downright aggressive in situations that threaten your kids.
✧ CINNABAR
• Cinnabar is a great balance for a mother. She's fun, protective, loving, and gentle with her kids.
• She's the type of parent that can be found playing on playsets with her kids. Acting like a sea monster when your kids play pirate, or the dragon that kidnaps you, the princess, when they want to play knights.
• Whatever her kids want to do (as long as it isn't dangerous and life threatening) she's all on board to get involved whenever your kids want her to.
• Another thing is that Cinnabar can be quite an awkward parent. When it comes to the talk of "birds and the bees," she's a flustered, stammering mess as she tries her hardest to explain - you'll end up having to be the one that does.
• When your kids are older and start bringing their parents over to meet you both, she's a mix of silent intimidation and social awkwardness.
• Cinnabar almost always has an eye on your kids as well. She worries about them hurting themselves she always wants to have them in her sights. She does this more when their toddlers, because she knows she shouldn't be some kind of "helicopter parent" when they get older.
• It's such a beautiful sight to watch Cinnabar cradling her newborn baby, because she holds them with such delicacy and looks at them like they're her whole world - because you and them are.
✧ DEREN
• Deren - despite what people may think - is anything but lazy when it comes to your kids. She may desperately want to be, but she forces herself to be awake and with them at anytime she can.
• She makes it a real effort to attend every single one of their extracurricular activities. Whether it be seeing their soccer game or attending their piano recital, she'll be there in the crowd cheering them on.
• She doesn't hesitate to leave sights early where she's filming her newest movie - or ending production early that day to get home and be with you and your kids.
• Deren will also take your kids on set quite often, because she wants them to see what she does and also spend time with them as much as possible.
• It's common to have a family movie night, where Deren will play one of her favorite movies (or yours and your kids) because she wants them to have a love and appreciation for movies just like her.
• The cutest thing you can find when you're home is Deren asleep on the couch, or in one of your kids bed with them wrapped up protectively in her arms.
• It's an adorable sight that you've caught sight of many times, and you have enough pictures to show it. Depending on the night you'll tuck them both under a blanket or will crawl into bed with them, a smile usually spreading across her sleeping face when she feels your arms around her.
✧ RAHU
• Rahu is the definition of protective parent. She will go full on fight mode at even the smallest threat. One time she completely destroyed a thorn bush when you child was lightly pricked by it.
• She wants to ensure yours and your child's safety, meaning she is by your guys side almost 24/7. She's not overbearing by any means, she's simply just intent on making sure your safe wherever and wherever.
• On top of being quite protective, Rahu is one of the most awkward parents. It takes her a long long time to get the ropes of parenting.
• It takes her so long not because she doesn't know what to do, but rather because she's afraid. She's afraid of accidentally harming one of your kids because of her strength.
• It's a reason why Rahu is so apprehensive on holding your children when they're first born. She needs personal encouragement and reassurance from you before she'll take your small, newborn baby into her arms.
• It's a beautiful sight to see the usually stoic Rahu just completely melt and become vulnerable as she cradles her child close to her chest, gazing down at them like she would burn the entire world for them, and you know she would.
• There's nothing more important to her than you and her kids, and Rahu would rather die than ever see any one of you get hurt. Your all her world after all.
✧ ZOYA
• Zoya is probably one of the most perfect parents out of everyone. Sure she's violent and dangerous and many become petrified at the mention of her name, but when you give her the gift of her first child, she'll completely melt and become a woman you wouldn't expect to have done violent things.
• She dedicates everything to your kids. She'll push herself away from the Legion (as much as she can while still leading it) and spend her time with you and your children.
• Each kid you have is going to have Zoya wrapped around her finger, and there is almost nothing she wouldn't do for them. She loves each one so immensely that sometimes you wonder if she's going to drown in the love that she holds.
• There are plenty of times that you'll come home to Zoya ropped (willingly) into any shenanigans your kids come up with. From having them to her makeup, to dressing up for tea parties, or playing the role as the valiant hero or dastardly villain.
• If you stumble upon her during these moments and she notices you, be prepared to be pulled into their games and become her dear princess that she saves or the hero who stops her crimes and falls for her.
• When your kids are young and wake up in the middle of night, Zoya will make sure you go back to sleep before tending to them. She'll often be the one to check for monsters in closets and under beds as well.
• But nothing, nothing makes Zoya the most vulnerable than lying in bed with you wrapped up in her arms along with each of your kids. The sight of you all sound asleep and safe besides her will bring tears to her eyes, and she'll thank anyone listening for being gifted with your family.
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ENDING NOTES: Probably will make a part 2 of this with other characters, so feel free to send an ask or comment on which characters you'll like to see me write parent headcanons for next.
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draculaxias · 1 month
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ᯓ 𓈒ㅤׂ𐙚 🫧 PTN AUS .ᐟ
Tell me what you guys think! I might write a few of these, hopefully you guys take inspiration from these as well!
NOT PROOFREAD
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ZOYA ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
— (Maybe part of my rockstar Zoya collection?? Anyway this is hugely inspired by NANA) Younger Zoya, still not a famous star but with determination to make it happen, meets you at the train you both take. Both of you leaving to go to Tokyo perhaps for different motivations, you for a fresh restart and to finally see your dear sister, and her to make her wishes come true.
Throughout the ride you both get to know each other, both of you were opposites, but you connected so well; to you, Zoya was cool! On the other hand, Zoya thought of you as a dog following people searching for an owner.. Well, although less of an insult than it sounds-. Once the train has stopped to its destination, she disappeared in thin air leaving you wondering where she was.
Until next day looking for a place to stay and start your adult life without the help of your parents turned out to be quite difficult. Either rent was too expensive, weren’t available, or wasn’t a … Well, fitting place to stay. But it all went right when you got recommended a much older building, but totally fitting and with a reasonable price!
But what happens when it turns out someone else wants it? Especially when that someone is no other than the cool girl you met on the train!? Perhaps you can become roommates! Even friends! Things get better for the two of you when you realize you only have to pay half the rent each! Of course you both agreed.
Strangers to friends, and friends to lovers. But before getting together, you both face struggles. Zoya with her own insecurities, ones she keeps to herself not wanting other to see her vulnerable side, while not being sure of her own feelings. While you are also struggling to see your true feelings for Zoya, and being in unhealthy not-so-lasting relationships.
How long will this journey last?
— BULLY HIGH SCHOOLER ZOYA AU! Zoya has been your bully ever since 6th grade, her intimidating presence and her rather large group of friends didn’t really help you stand up for yourself. You always felt small around her, she always had control over you.
Although it’s all thrown in the trash when her body language starts to change, her behavior. She still picks on you but what you once thought was pure hatred towards you slowly started to turn into much more. From pinning you against the wall, to getting ticked off when you talk or give your attention to somebody else that isn’t her. Dare you say she was jealous.
— MAFIA BOSS ZOYA, you were chosen along with some other women to be the boss’s “pet”, never did you think the boss was going to be a woman; an attractive one in fact.
You stood out from the rest to Zoya, she wanted you, and paid a lot of money for you, her now property, and she makes that clear. At first she is cold, However it isn’t long before she truly falls in love with you, you’re now her weak spot, her one and only who she will protect and fight for forever.
You, her princess who she spoils and adores so much, she would even die for you.
!!! ^^
RAHU ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
— HIGH SCHOOLER RAHU, imagine a rather quiet girl x loud bubbly girl, opposites but perfect for each other??? People are honestly surprised how you two even managed to become friends with how not very social Rahu is. As your friendship continues, slowly she becomes comfortable around you.
Rahu wasn't necessarily a shy kid, just not the most social, but gosh was she the highest in her class--- a good kid always turning in her assignments on time. You on the other hand tried, but let's say you get lazy at times, but that's where your relationship with Rahu begins! You, asking for her help! She is a high ranked student after all!
And from that you got stuck to her like glue. It was surprising to her, you? Interested in befriending her? Hah. You'll forget about her eventually. That moment however never came and as you grew closer something inside Rahu changed. Her perspective of you changed. Every night she was thinking about you, every time she wakes up, she things about you, every time she looks around the crowded hallways to catch a glance of you.
All of the sudden, she doesn't want to be just your friend.
— KNIGHT RAHU, a forbidden love between the princess and her loyal knight. It would be a scandal if people found out about your crush towards your knight. She wasn't royalty, a noblewoman, no matter how much you wanted to kiss her you knew your family and the society wouldn't agree with your choices.
Things get more difficult when you finally confess and she admits feeling the same way, that night you both made love in the garden. Your parents would've killed her if they ever found out. Knowing she loved you too made your heart ache because you knew you two could never be happy together; not with the consequences you may face, the judgment, and hate.
As if fate couldn't be anymore crueler, your parents arranged you a marriage. Rahu's heart broke, and so did yours. Even more once Rahu told you it's best to forget the love you two hold for each other before it gets too hard to let go. Yet, you can't accept this fate.
"Rahu.. I can't... I don't want to let go. Please, let's escape this place together Rahu I just want to be with you, please."
!!! ^^
DEREN ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
(Not much of an Au but rather an idea I guess)
— DIRECTOR DEREN X ACTRESS Y/N, hooking up with your director seems like a terrible idea. Even so worse once people find out about the affairs between you, a beloved actress, and Deren, a well known director who hasn’t released a movie for a while. Not a so great comeback from Deren huh?
You on the other hand aren’t safe either. You’ve been in a relationship for already 3 years with someone else, people think how could you ever hit so low? Ruining a relationship that has lasted for quite sometime, and a happy one. If only they knew how it truly was.
Your relationship with your partner was great at first, until they started to show their true colors. Of course, people see whats in public rather than what happens during closed doors. A toxic relationship, one where you even started to fear the person you were supposed to love more than anything, yet you couldn’t leave as much as you wanted to. Not when they would make it seem like it seem like it was you who was the problem, making you feel bad and stay.
Meeting Deren… Was the best thing that has happened to you. What was at first simply platonic feelings turned into more. You both knew it was wrong, you were in a relationship, she was your director. But kissing her, it felt right, feeling her skin against yours felt right, everything that happened that night felt right.
— LOSER HIGH SCHOOLER DEREN AU (so many high school aus IM SORRY ITS CUZ I HAVE SO MANY CUTE FLUFF IDEAS), your best friend Deren has always been… fun yet what others would call a loser? Yet there is no other way you’d have her. Constantly helping her with homework because she slept throughout the whole lesson and now she doesn’t understand, having to hear her rambles about movies and how she wants to someday make a movie herself.
Your parents have always liked Deren; they would ask you how she’s been doing; you joke about them loving her more than you. Therefore they quickly accepted when you asked if she could come over and have a sleepover tonight in your backyard.
It was also the night you started to like Deren, but like her in a way a friend shouldn’t. That night Deren once again rambled about how she wanted to become a director in the future, and how she would release the best movies of all time.
“Ya know… I want you to be one of my actresses.”
“You.. you do?”
“Heck yeah! You would be perfect, you’re so talented and pretty..” She turned around to look at the sky full of stars— it was hard to catch a glimpse of her red cheeks due to how dark it was, “You’re.. Amazing y’know. I’m lucky to have you, although sometimes I wonder why you wanted to be my friend in the first place. I know I talk a lot and—”
“I would be more than glad to someday be in one of the oh so Great Director Deren’s movies! Deren, trust me. I love hearing you talk about your interests and dreams, I .. Like listening to you. It’s not annoying.” You turned your head to look at her, “I wouldn’t have you any other way, I like the way you are even though you’re a total loser sometimes.”
With a smile Deren held your hand. Truth is, she has always had a crush on you. You were the most kindest, beautiful, sweetest girl she has ever met. Hopefully soon you’ll realize how much you mean to her.
“Watch (Y/n), i’ll make you a star someday.”
!!! ^^
CHELSEA ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི
— SUGAR MOMMY CHELSEA MEETING FLOWER SELLER (Y/N), she has many sugar babies, that is no doubt, but you for sure are her favorite girl… Although you aren’t exactly hers, yet.
You met when she was in search of flowers herself, so when she heard of flower shop near her mansion with pretty great reviews she knew she had to take a look. When she found out who was running the place, she immediately thought about enchanting you with her charms; you were just too cute she couldn’t help herself!
Her heart shattered into millions of pieces when you rejected her. Who doesn’t want to be her sugar baby? She will literally spoil you so much! That simple rejection won’t stop her— so Chelsea began to visit your flower shop every day just to see you. Everyday she offered more and more. Do you want expensive jewelry? Or a mansion? Or maybe she can help you grow your business if you accept being her sugar mommy!
Yet, as good as her offers were they were always rejected; and as the more you rejected her the more she wanted you. Throughout the days however, you two got to know each other, learn things about one another, will your relationship improve???
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shrimshrim4fun · 1 month
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Smile for the camera, dear director~
Background- As we know and love, Deren… she’s a virgin. A pathetic one to say the least. So I present to you…. Showing Deren how to eat you out and fucking you.
Warnings: You probably ain’t gonna read this cause yall Deren fans will will proabably just scroll off but for the others- incudes crying, filming while you fuck ( forgot what it’s called), pet names, and other stuff that I’m gonna forget to add but it’s just gonna be smut in general. Men please don’t interact or anyone that not comfortable :)
Background: Deren as an Alpha sounds a bit weird to be but here’s what I think. Though as an alpha she never fucked an omega before. When her rut comes she hides in her room and just waits for it to end. But after meeting you as her new to behold girlfriend some things changed. It’s not really an alpha x omega dynamic as much but I tried my best. Never wrote shit like this before. Um she does have a dick :)
Deren whines as she rests between you. Your legs around her waist as you both lay on the bed. “Something wrong, dearie” You ask, amused due to you knowing her rut is coming. You have been keeping count of when her rut was due so you knew this was the perfect moment for you to strike. “N-nothing” she mutters softly as she clutches onto the back of your shirt tightly. “Oh are you sure now, you don’t seem ok” you tease as she lets out a small whine. You feel her erection rise up as she lays between your legs. “Oh do you need some help, dearie” you ask as you lift your hips a little so it bumps slightly into you through your clothed pussy. Deren tries to hold in a whine before whimpering “P-please I need it I-i need you” A smirk crosses your lips as you ask “ Then let’s not keep you waiting any longer” you hum before slipping off your shirt. Deren sits up now, though still between your legs seeming like an… eager puppy waiting for its treat. Clipping off your bra and throwing it aside you ask with an amused tone “Like what you, puppy?” She nods eagerly as she looks at you. Though you kept on your panties as you commanded the director to take off her clothes.
“Let’s see how inexperienced you are, eh” you tell her as you pat your leg. “H-huh?” A small yet simple sound that made you giggle. “Come on get on my thigh” you tell her with a small smile. “Oh um yeah” she mumbles as she straddles your thigh. “Ride” you tell her as she blinked at you. You sigh before explaining “Move your hips against my leg, like how cowboys ride horses in movies” She nods and finally understands something as her mind clouds up. Tears still pricking her eyes as she tries to ride your thigh. You giggle at the sight before thinking of something. Deren notices your attention not ok her has a little frown on her face though she still tries to ride your thigh. Her hands grip the sheets tighter as you reach and grab a camera from a drawer before telling her “Look at the camera, dearie” you tell her as a smug smile spreads on your face once again. Her eyes stretch in surprise as she sees the camera. “Are you ok with this?” You ask and she nods quickly. A weak smile on her lips before moaning as you move your thigh. Tears stream down her eyes again as she looks breathless; it hasn’t even been 10 minutes yet. “Y-you won’t p-post online r-right” she asks as she tries to get more stimulation from your thigh. “Of course I won’t, this is for my eyes only, pretty girl” Deren nods before continuing to ride your thigh before sucking in a breath. She moans before cum squirts from her dick. Her breath raged as she tries to recover from her orgasm. “On all fours, director” you tell her as you see her eyes widen. Though she obeys your command as tug your underwear off and speeding your legs in front of her. Her eyes widen as she stares at you from between your legs. “This was a very valuable lesson, I already told you about it, yes?” She nods as she stares at your pussy, never have you seen her concentrate on something this hard before. “Let’s see you what learned” you hum as you lean back against the soft pillows. In an instant Deren arches her back and dive into your pussy. Lapping at your inner folds which makes you moan softly. Her warm tongue then lapping at your clit and sucking on it gently. You moan even louder as you felt her tongue plunge inside you. Your other hand tightly gripping onto her hair as you leaned your head back against the head board of the bed.The arch of her back; a perfection as her nails claw at your thighs. The camera having the best view ( your perspective) of how the famous director was acting like such a whore. Sloppily eating you out as saliva dripped from your thighs and from her mouth. “Oh gosh, gotta cum” you breathe out before having your release on her face. She doesn’t waste a drop like the good puppy she is and continues to eat you out. “Puppy” you call up and Deren instantly perks up. A drunk like smile on her face as she looks at the camera. Probably already forgot you were recording tbh. And a little bit of your cum on the tip of her nose as you giggle slightly.
“You’ve been such a good girl, let me give you a reward. Get on your back” you tell her as she immediately gets on her back next to you. You look at her red erection as it came just from eating you out though you didn’t notice when she came. The camera still in your hand as a small smile of your face. She grips the sheets from under her as she grips the sheets. You lower yourself onto her dick in one smooth motion which caused a moan from both of you, though hers way louder than yours. “Ah-ah p-please move your hips” she whimpers pathetically as she looks up at you. You laugh at her eagerness before starting to move your hips. You pussy clench around her cock as you move your hips. She whimpers and cries out as she gripped tighter to the sheets. Tears started to prick at her eyes again as you went faster. “Ah- fuck” she whines before coming. Filling you up as you were all the way down her dick. She pants before realizing what she did. “I-I’m sor-” “Don’t worry I’m on the pill” you tell her with a warm smile before starting to ride her again. “Augh!” She moans at your sudden movement.
You don’t know how long it’s been since you’ve been riding Deren. Tears staining the pillows she was laying on as she came for the 6th time. I sigh before slipping off of her. Cum striping out of your pussy as she whimpers slightly from the loss of the warm sensation around her dick. You lay next to her, both breathless as she already looks knocked out by you. “How was it?” You ask. “Too good I can’t even describe in my scripts” she mumbles as she hugs you closely. You chuckle as you place the camera aside and whisper into her ear “You did so well for me on the camera, dear director.” You laugh at her reaction before running your hand through her hair.
Y’all this isn’t proof read but I hope you enjoy it. I hope the Deren fans don’t just bomb me the next day I wake up but oh well. I hope it’s good proabably never doing alpha x omega it’s too confusing 😓 I hope she’s in character but like yeah that’s it from me. Hope I cooked and y’all are well fed :3
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beiiibeii · 18 days
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SORRY FOR NOT BEING SPECIFIC! i was kinda thinking of a newbie script writer getting a few “pointers” from the legendary director herself…. (basically reader gets fucked while deren points out what she could do better) maybe a bit of degradation from deren
DW DW ITS OKAY!! SHE WOULD BE GIVING A FEW POINTERS..
you don't even know how long you two have been going over the script. you've lost count of the amount times you came. your body is pressed against the desk, your fingertips clawing at the wooden texture of it. your taking deren from behind. there was a puddle of cum underneath you two. your tummy bloated from the amount of cum shes fucked into you.
one of her hands tight on your waist. the other with your script in hand, reading out it out as she gave you a one way ticket to pound town. her cock easing in and out of your tight pussy. the wet, sloppy noises of skin slapping together was heard. your high pitched moans mixing in with them as you struggled to keep up with her relentless pace.
"fucking slut, taking my cock like a whore"
she read out from your script, whispering into your ear. her hot breath on your ear made you shiver. her stupid teasing tone making your eyes roll back. you clenched down on her, her words turning you on more.
"good, you like that? dirty girl.."
you nodded instantly, your eyes squeezing shut.
"use your words baby." she continued to read out. her angry cock slamming right into you.
your voice was all hoarse from moaning, you could barely form sentences.
"yes! love it..! more!"
you whimpered out, feeling tears in the corner of your eyes from overstimulation.
she smirked against your neck, feeling your warm walls flutter around her. her cock stretched out your insides, hitting your good spot every time. she nibbles on your neck, making you pant out for more. her fat cock is soo deep into you. god it felt so good. deren could see that white, creamy ring around the base of her dick, turning her on even more. her pace was animalistic, grunting in your ear, making sure you heard every single bit of it.
"we can make improvements on the script, but that can wait.."
she would slap your script on your ass, making you whimper. the pain adding onto the pleasure. making you close to your nth orgasm. your eyes roll back to back of your brain. you both cum with a loud, erotic moan. she doesn't stop her long thrusts, fucking her cum as deep as possible into you.
"we're not finished yet, newbie. still much to improve on.."
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illmother · 4 days
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GIVE ME THE 2K WORDS DOMESTIC DEREN HCS RUELLA. HAND THEM OVER
(if ur comfy w it ofc <333 no pressure if not uwu)
yes my liege 🙏
— deren wakes up at around 10am, give or take. at that point, the kids are already at school, you at work. but somehow—when she wakes up there’s always always a lipstick stain on her cheek, some smeared around her lips. ah- you must have been in a rush, she wonders if you noticed you also smudged your lipstick a bit giving her this kiss. oh, well…she can always ask tease you about it later. still, she couldn’t help but run her fingers over her lips. she’ll make a mental note to repay you when you get home.
— MOVIE. NIGHTS. at least twice every week. the kids would always ask to see “mama’s movies” (since i imagine it’s kinda hard to keep it a secret, when your girlfriend is a legendary director and is all over the news once every few months, you’d tell them anyways against your better judgment) and you and deren would comply, an amused smile on her face as she watched the look of amazement on the kids’ faces. in the end, you’d always be the one to tell them to go to bed. and as your kids groaned and whined about wanting to finish deren’s movie, all deren would say is “listen to your mother, kids.” she waited a long time to say that.
— if i had to describe a parenting dynamic between you and deren, it would be…good cop, bad cop. deren, being the more laid back parent obviously being the good cop. you, being the stricter parent is the bad cop.
— you take deren on dates very often. yes, you are the one who suggests going out on dates. i imagine the first time you asked her out after the whole thing blows over, she’s just a bit stunned, staring at you for a moment to make sure if she heard it right, might space out a bit. it’s only when your daughter lightly tapped her cheek that she finally snapped back to reality.
— obviously, deren could never say no to you, so every Friday night you both indulge in each other’s company. your kids are left with a babysitter (maybe a trusted sinner from MBCC i can imagine how chaotic it’d be LOL) you’d either go to high end restaurants or a cheap fast food court and get ice cream right after.
— speaking of MBCC i can imagine every time deren visits for any reason at all, she often brings you and the kids along. i can imagine luvia ray, and OwO will absolutely adore your kids! i feel like luvia would often show them some acting tricks if they even ONCE mentioned the word ‘acting’ OwO is like a big sister to them, they admire her dance and ambition. (OwO and the kids often have playdates together)
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vanrouchu · 4 months
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second take
If the first take doesn't come out as expected, it's time to cut the cameras and create a second one.
— Deren x Reader
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If Deren were to add one more regret to her long list of missed chances, then perhaps it would be the fact that she went out of her way to attend a premiere of a highly anticipated film featuring famous actors in the industry. The bright lights, the cameras flashing at her, and the countless journalists that tried to chase her down weren't the reason why she came to regret it.
No, it was something else—something that she thought she wanted until her eyes caught sight of it.
It's been years since she last tried creating a film. It's been years since she saw a familiar face who she thought would be the star of every film she would make. Bold words that turned into nothing but a source of disappointment when she left the scene, leaving behind a broken heart and a chance she chose to forsake.
Seeing you thrive in a place like this—strutting down the red carpet with a smile on your face, a demeanor meant to be captured in cameras—she should be happy that you turned out to be more fortunate after parting ways.
But she wasn't. If anything, she hated how it left a bitter taste on her tongue.
A moment of reprieve from the flashing lights and cameras. A space with just the two of you as if fate decided to toy with her. She cleared her throat, feeling a little stuffy at the tension that hung in the air. Regret came to her at that moment; she didn't know how to react in this kind of situation, especially when her plan was to gaze from afar.
“You seem well.” Deren paused, trying to think of something to add. “I'm looking forward to the movie. I heard that it's your best one yet.”
Silence followed. She couldn't help but wonder if it would've been better if she stayed quiet.
“It seems that way to other people.” You played with the hem of your clothes. “I don't think so, though.”
“Hmm…” She couldn't think of a response. How would she go about picking up broken pieces of glass and trying to piece them back together? “Then what would you consider your best?”
Another pause. Deren held her breath, a bead of sweat rolling down the back of her neck as she waited in anticipation for your answer—if you even decided to answer at all.
“It was when I worked with a director years ago. She managed to capture my heart with her work and she promised to make me the star of her movies.” Her eyes widened, not expecting your words. “Though that's all in the past now. Nothing but a memory that I remember.”
It was right in front of her. Shards of a bond that she carelessly broke, scattered. Only an idiot would try to pick up the sharp edges with their bare hands. Deren would willingly give herself bloody fingers if it meant she could salvage what was left.
“... Do you want to star in a film I'm making?” There was a smile on her face that held expectations. Perhaps she was arrogant and conceited for asking this sort of question given her history with you but at the same time, she knew you the best. “I can guarantee you that I'll treat you better than the director you talked about. You'll be more satisfied, too.”
“... There you go again with your bold words. Haven't you learned your lesson?” You furrowed your eyebrows, staring at the hand Deren extended towards you. Only an idiot would take those bloody hands that tried so hard to put back what was broken.
“Have you?”
Then, a defeated smile before your fingertips touched her hand. “I suppose not.”
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rosemaze-reveries · 1 year
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not meant to be.
Dealing with rejection (giving + receiving)
⛓️🐺🪓🎬♟️
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❥ Giving She averts her gaze as soon as she hears your confession. This is always an awkward position to be in, no matter how many of her Sinners have professed their love for her.
“I’m flattered...” She’s hesitant with her words, feeling for any reaction from the shackles. “...And I’ll always cherish you as my Sinner. But I can’t give you the love you’re looking for.” It’s kind of cheesy, but she means it.
❥ Receiving Fortunately, Chief is skilled at improv. Her brilliant idea is to pretend she confessed as part of an undercover mission.
“Nevermind, forget what I said. I lost my bearings for a second.” She waves you away and digs into her pocket, pulling out her comms device. “Sorry I put you on the spot.” She then dials Nightingale to ‘reveal her plan,’ but it crumbles into a cry for comfort instead.
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❥ Giving “You’re cute, I’ll give you that.” Zoya doesn’t mean to mock you, but it’s hard not to feel humiliated beneath her. She knocks a gentle fist against your shoulder and flashes you a well-meaning smile. “Hey, you’ll find someone worth your time. You deserve better than some Syndican thug anyway.”
❥ Receiving Most people obey Zoya without question, either out of fear or loyalty. She commends you for not giving in the same way. Her talk with you is brief but respectful, and she doesn’t hold anything against you.
The signs of her wounded heart only appear once you’re out of sight. It’s left her in a very nasty mood. She seeks out any chance she gets to destroy something—whether that’s by picking fights with rival gangs, or wrecking up whatever car/window/person is within reach.
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❥ Giving “...What.” The shock lingers on her face for all of ten seconds. She hadn’t seen this coming at all. “I don’t—I, um—is this a prank?” Her face is bright red, brows furious, gape incredulous. She concludes you must be messing with her, and yells at you for being weird.
❥ Receiving “Y-You actually believed that!?” She starts firing punches against your shoulder, hard enough to bruise. “I just wanted to see how you’d react and you went and took it seriously! Now get out of here and learn what a joke sounds like!!” But she ends up being the first to flee the room.
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❥ Giving As a beloved director known all over the world, Deren is no stranger to spontaneous love confessions. It’s a little different coming from you, though. As soon as she realizes what you’re trying to say, she takes a sharp breath and picks up your hand. “I’m glad you like my work. Really, I’m flattered.” She leaves no room for you to say anything else.
❥ Receiving “Mhm... good.” Deren never drops her lazy smile, and this time it’s more unreadable than ever. “You ever consider acting? You’ve just got something about you...” The way she seamlessly deflects from the topic catches you off-guard. You press into her some more, asking if she’s really okay after getting rejected like that. All she does is shrug and say, “Hm? Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?”
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❥ Receiving Eirene maintains an icy stare while waiting out your answer. When you finish, she crosses her arms and meets you square in the eye. “I’m sorry, I must’ve misheard you. Would you mind repeating yourself?” It might sound like she’s trying to coax a different response out of you. But she’d actually prefer you to stand your ground and counter her—it makes the thrill of the chase all the sweeter.
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kurogane2512 · 1 year
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hey, can I request some Deren (ptn) x reader pretty please?
Hope youre having a nice day!
Thank you for the request! I decided to write sfw this time since you didn't specify what you want, it would be appreciated if you mention nsfw or sfw from next time <3
Type: SFW fluff
Game: Path to Nowhere
Character: Deren x Fem!reader
You were seated on your computer desk at home, editing some videos for a short film project you had taken up. Ever since leaving Director Deren's crew, you had struggled to find more projects due to the rise in Mania activity around DisCity and also your limited experience.
You sighed and rested back on your chair, stretching your arms up when your phone rang from an unknown number. You squinted your eyes and waited a few seconds before you finally picked it up and answered with a 'hello' only to be immediately surprised by the voice on the other end.
"Hey, it's been a long time, Y/n."
You couldn't believe your ears; it was none other than Director Deren.
"D-Director? Is that you?"
"Mhm, it's me. How have you been? Are you still into film making?"
"I'm fine and yes, I'm still doing it. Don't tell me, are you....?"
"That's right, I'm going to make a new film, and I need your help just like old times."
Your eyes lit up in excitement, "Really?! I'll do it! Where do I come—?!"
"Haha, you haven't changed a bit. I'll text you the location and time, bring your gear."
"Okay, I'll be ready!"
Keeping your phone down, you giggled to yourself and felt your face heat up at the thought of meeting Director Deren again after such a long time and work with her as well. You did have a crush on her, after all. Who wouldn't really? She was simply charming. Three days later, you reached the location at 11 am as Deren conveyed and immediately found her standing nearby.
"Yo, good to see you, Y/n." Deren greeted and you walked closer to her, greeting her as well and initiating a small talk, asking about each other's well-being.
"Haha, Y/n, don't be so formal with me and just call me Deren. We are old friends, after all."
"Alright....Deren. I was actually wondering about something."
"What is it?"
You looked around to see the other crew members who were busy setting up then looked back at Deren, "I don't see anyone else from our old crew. Did you...not call them?"
Deren gave a small smile then tapped the folded script against her arm, "No, I made an entirely new crew. You are the only old face here."
You almost blushed at that statement, why did she only call you? It's not like you were extraordinary in your field, you were in fact a beginner when you had joined her and hadn't gained much experience since then.
"Why me then...?"
Deren smirked and walked closer to you, leaning near you ear to whisper, "....Because I missed you~"
You totally blushed now and Director Deren noticed all too well because of how close she was, she then leaned even closer and you could feel her breath on your ear now.
"Let's meet up later after the shoot, my treat~"
You nodded with a flushed face and she chuckled then walked away to begin filming. The whole time, you could feel yourself being extremely self-conscious around her and weren't sure how to act. After several hours, the shooting was finally adjourned and you were made to accompany Deren to her home.
What followed was something you could have never predicted; you were picked up and pinned against the wall by her as she placed kisses on your neck and chest before moving up to passionately kiss your lips. You didn't deny her at all, it seems both of your feelings were overflowing at this moment.
Her hand slid down to grab your thighs and carry you to her bedroom as she continued with the kiss, eventually laying you down and working to remove your clothes. She confessed her true feelings, that she had liked you for a long time as well and wanted you like this since then. She had the power to make your dreams reality now, quite literally.
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sinsmockingbird · 27 days
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Here's more text memes I made with PTN Women. These are Deren, Raven, & Kelvin. CW: Suggestive stuff in one for Deren and Raven.
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draculaxias · 10 days
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𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 ‘𝐛𝐫𝐨’ ᯓ ᡣ𐭩
𝐅𝐭! 𝐙𝐨𝐲𝐚, 𝐃𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧, 𝐁𝐚𝐢 𝐘𝐢, 𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞𝐚 … Their reaction to sending them a message calling them bro
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shrimshrim4fun · 9 days
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Not a request
WATCHER LISTEN….
STREAMER DEREN, SHE MAKES NSFW CONTENT WITH HER DARLING AND SHE GETS SHIT TONS OF DONATIONS.
She’s a little shit, she plays the role of dominant sub, always beneath you as you ride her, but on other occasions, when she has enough energy to switch positions she will be a teasing you non stop, asking the viewers if she should let you cum or not as she films your crying, drooling face 💗
Y’all are getting so much more money than you guys thought. After getting permission from you and agreeing on certain things/boundaries you guys started doing streams.
She’ll have the camera pointing toward you as you ride her. Fat tears dripping down your eyes as she teases you nonstop. The chat is overflowing with messages. She’ll ask the chat whenever you’ve been good enough to cum, though their usually mean and says no >:) She loves hearing your whines and moans as you reach your high after the chat gives permission.
Though sometimes you get a bit pent up and take control. Putting Deren into a doggy position and your hand pushing her head into the pillow beneath her. Your hips pressed onto her ass as the strap is deep inside her. Your other hand pointing the camera at the pretty director as she lets out loud moans and whimpers. But this time, you ask the chat if Deren’s been a good girl and if you should move your hips. If the chat says yes… oh boy Deren isn’t gonna be able to walk tomorrow. With all your pent up frustration you get from her teasing you. Your hips thrusting hard against her and stretching her out. You hand trial down to her stomach to feel the bulge the chat can’t see. A little treat for yourself. And better yet, she doesn’t even have to do anything
I usually do dom reader so not much for sub reader. Sorry bout it :P this is just random but I do take requests, proabably should add a request status in my pinned thingy :3
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illmother · 1 month
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ೀ ‎‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ⎯ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝖘ight for 𝓢𑁤𝗥𝗘 eyes.
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A/N: thought i’d write a little something while i set everything up, a teaser if you will before i pull out the real work! but anyway, enjoy! (i apologize in advance for being a little rusty, i haven’t written in like, 2 years unfortunately)
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You always knew being a part of the entertainment industry was a grueling and draining journey in general. Not because of the ridiculous diets, and god awful brands you have to promote to your fans. But that wasn’t what made things difficult. It was because of a certain director, you knew the moment you first gazed upon her, you’d be smitten. She was truly a sight for sore eyes, the sorest of eyes, your eyes.
The day your assistant informed you that you’d be casted in one of her movies was an unforgettable one. The smile that bloomed on your face wasn’t one that went unnoticed by others, especially those who knew of your temper. Yet, they didn’t question it in fear of your wrath.
When you finally came face to face with said director, you could practically feel the sweat forming on the back of your neck, especially when she came closer. Close enough for you to take a whiff of her perfume, vanilla, but with a hint of citrus. It made a shiver crawl up your spine, what a lovely scent. One that could plague your mind with thoughts only of her.
Yet, even with your acting skills, you couldn’t focus at all. Not with her staring you down with that smile—those eyes that seem like they keep analyzing your every move despite her looking quite unbothered and relaxed. But it was only a matter of time before—
“mmh, my apologies, director.” You heaved a sigh of frustration, slowly ranking your hand through your hair. This was the second time you forgot your lines. This wasn’t like you. “i have no idea what’s wrong with me today.”
Despite your failing performance, the director only laughs, getting up from her seat and walking over to you, her hands in her pockets. You felt your breath catch in your throat.
“oh, don’t sweat it. everyone makes mistakes.” She reassures you with a smile, before leaning in closer behind you, her hands snaking to grip your shoulders. “but if you want, i can give you a few pointers.”
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skampi835 · 3 years
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Veronica - Pt. 01 (Jean x OC)
Dear english readers:
I hope you won't trow rocks at me, but my english is pretty crappy, so I write an Fanfiction in german. I'm sorry if you can't read it and it may annoy you. I just hope to store some of my mind in here.
So yeah...
Ich versuche mich mal an einer Fanfiktion und das in deutsch, zu einem Genre wo hauptsächlich nur eine englische Community besteht. Aber mein englisch ist leider wirklich viel zu schlecht (wirklich, ich habe es versucht) als dass ich das wirklich in englisch schreiben könnte.
Darum verzeiht mir, dass ih sie in deutsch schreiben und belassen werde. Und da, diese FF ist wieder einmal für etwas länger angelegt. Mal schauen.
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Ikemen Vampire Fanfiction
Language: german
Word count: 2,5k
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Meine Knie gaben unter meinem Gewicht nach und ich ließ mich mit dem Rücken zur Wand auf den Boden gleiten. Es war unmöglich für mich länger zu stehen. Isaac war so stark gewesen. Zu stark für seine schmale Statur und sein bleiches Gesicht. Was war gerade passiert?
Ich lausche den sich entfernenden Schritten, deren Echo in der dunklen Halle von den Wänden verschluckt wurden. Ein leises Schlucken, das doch so laut wirkte, als würde es selbst von den hohen Decken zurückgeworfen werden. Wie zur Hölle bin ich nur hier gelandet? Doch egal wie sehr ich mich auch anstrengte, meine Erinnerungen wollten sich mir nicht enthüllen.
"Wer... wer bist du? Wie bist du hergekommen?"
Ich stand in der langen Halle und starrte auf die Tür, die sich nicht öffnen wollte. Ich musste dort hindurch. Gott weiß warum, doch sie wollte sich nicht öffnen lassen. Dieser Drang durch diese Türe zu kommen, nagte an jeder Zelle meines Seins als mich diese Stimme in die Realität zog und ich herumwirbelte.
Er starrte mich an. Seine Uniform jagte einen Schauer über meinen Rücken und als er schnellen Schrittes zu mir kam, spannte ich mich an. "Du..."
Er streckte seine Hand nach mit aus, doch instinktiv schlug ich sie zur Seite weg. "Fass mich nicht an!"
Kurz sah er mich überrascht an, doch dann starrte er einen weiteren Versuch mich am Arm zu packen zu bekommen. Erneut schlug ich seine Hand weg, daraufhin fasste er mich von der anderen Seite, doch ich drehte mich zur Seite und stieß ihm mit der Schulter hart gegen das Brustbein. Meine Angst war groß, doch nicht groß genug um meine erlernte Selbstverteidigung anzuwenden. Doch zu groß um mich von der Tür wegzubewegen.
Der Mann war zurückgetaumelt und hielt sich überrascht die Brust, wo ich ihn getroffen hatte. "Ich will dir nichts tun.", zischte er. "Du musst hier verschwinden. Keiner darf dich sehen."
"Ich muss zurück." Meine Worte klangen heiser. Keine Ahnung was ich zuvor getan hatte aber meine Stimme klang rau und abgekämpft.
Seine blaugrünen Augen verengten sich etwas. "Du bist durch diese Tür gekommen?", fragte er ungläubig.
Ich starrte ihn an. Seine Frage war so unerwartet für mich und kurz konnte ich mir nicht erklären warum es das war. Es war eine normale Frage für ihn in seiner Position, denn immerhin war ich hier der Eindringling. Gleichzeitig erschütterte mich seine Frage so sehr, dass sich ein Knoten in meiner Brust zuzog. Ich sah nicht mehr den schwarzhaarigen Mann in der Uniform eines Kommandanten. Meine Sicht verschwamm, da mir die Erkenntnis meiner Beunruhigung kam. "Ich... weiß es nicht."
Natürlich blieb mein Auftauchen nicht unentdeckt, nicht zuletzt, weil ich mich beharrlich weigerte mit dem mir Unbekannten einfach mitzugehen. Ich hatte keine Ahnung, wie ich hierher gekommen war, in dieses Anwesen, das einer Villa nicht unähnlich war, doch naiv genug einem Fremden einfach zu vertrauen war ich nun wirklich nicht.
Mehr Residierende tauchten auf unter ihnen Sebastian, ein Butler. Wie viel Klischee war das denn bitte?!
Skeptisch verschränkte ich die Hände in den Ärmeln meines Kimonos und unterwarf mich zunächst meiner Situation zum Abendessen zu bleiben. Mein Blick wanderte über die Barockverzierten Wände, Wandteppiche, Kerzenleuchter. Skeptisch zog ich die Augenbrauen zusammen und stellte mit Verwunderung fest, dass die Kerzen nicht echt waren.
Strom.
Ich wusste instinktiv was es war, doch war es so ungewohnt gewesen, es so zu benennen. Ich hatte das Wort so lange nicht benutzt. Wie merkwürdig, wo doch eigentlich alles aus meiner Vergangenheit mit Strom funktionierte.
Im Speisesaal setzte ich mich auf einen Stuhl. "Wusste gar nicht, dass wir einen Gast erwarten.", murrte jemand als ich nach Sebastian den Speisesaal betrat. An dem großen Tisch saßen bereits ein paar Residenten, von denen mal abgesehen die nach mir den Raum betraten.
"Oh, sie trägt so eine ähnliche Kleidung wie Dazai-san.", sagte ein blonder neben ihm und ein warmes Lächeln zierte seine Lippen. “Es steht dir fabelhaft, wenn ich so offen sprechen darf.”
"Pfft was auch immer.", entgegnete der Braunhaarige und schnaufte. Sie hatten die selben hellblauen Augen die dem Ozean glichen, aber sahen sonst gegenteilig aus. Aber es stimmte was er gesagt hatte. Ich trug einen Kimono, einen breiten Obi, der ihn zusammenhielt und kein anderer trug etwas derartiges.
Es fühlte sich vertraut an, unter Europäern zu sein. Ein merkwürdiges Gefühl von Heimat, doch ich konnte nicht benennen, warum ich so fühlte, wo ich doch so unglaublich deplatziert aussah. Elegant setzte ich mich, als jemand durch das Fenster den Raum betrat. "Ah Dazai, da bist du ja. Kennst du vielleicht diese unglaublich attraktive Dame die heute hier unter uns weilt?"
Mein Blick wanderte zu dem Mann der als einziges wie ich einen Kimono trug und für einen kurzen Augenblick starrte ich ihn an. Seine bernsteinfarbenen Augen riefen verschiedene Gefühle in mir wach. Zwei stachen besonders hervor, Schmerz und Liebe. Es war so überwältigend, dass ich meinen Blick senken musste.
"My, my. Ich habe nicht geglaubt je jemand anderen als Sebastian aus meiner Heimat zu sehen." Sein Blick glich der einer Katze und seine hellen Irdenen ruhten lange auf mir. Es hinterließ ein kühles Gefühl bei mir. Ich sah wieder zu ihm auf, entging allerdings seinem Blick. "Ich wüsste nicht, dass wir und kennen."
"Ja, ich auch nicht.", grinste er und ging an meinem Stuhl vorbei. "Arti, ich habe gerade eine neue Inspiration gefunden."
"Eh? Nichts da, Dazai, diese Schönheit werde ich zu meiner Muse krönen.", antwortete der unglaubliche Flirt und zwinkerte mir zu. Ich tat so, als hätte ich ihn nicht gesehen, was von ihm ein "so kühl. Ich mag es, wenn sie die Unnahbare spielen.", verlauten ließ.
Sie erklärten es mir beim Essen. Oder besser gesagt, sie versuchten es. Als sie sich mit ihren Namen vorstellten, die zu berühmten Figuren aus der Vergangenheit gehörten, hörte mein Gutwille ihnen zuzuhören allerdings auch schon auf.
Später bei einem Gespräch unter vier Augen mit Comte erklärte er mir, dass es allerdings wirklich die Leute waren als die sie dich ausgegeben hatten. "Das hört sich ziemlich unglaublich an.", war mein höhnischer Kommentar. Aber was für eine andere Wahl hatte ich als mich damit abzufinden? Diese Leute gingen mich nichts an.
"Warum kann ich die Tür nicht öffnen und zurückgehen?"
Diese Frage war etwas komplizierter. Laut Comte konnte nur er durch diese Tür gehen und niemand sonst. Aber das war doch die einzige Möglichkeit wie ich hierher gelangen konnte. Warum ließ sie sich also nicht wieder öffnen? "Diese Türe lässt sich nur einmal im Monat öffnen, ma chérie. Sieh." Er deutete auf eine große Sanduhr die in einem Regal an der Wand des Zimmers stand. "Wenn der Sand durch den ersten Kolben komplett durchgerieselt ist, erst dann lässt sie sich wieder öffnen."
Und so lange saß ich hier fest...
Aber was gerade geschehen war...
Ich schluckte. Ich trug nicht mehr meinen Kimono, sondern ein für die Zeit passenden Morgenmantel und darunter ein Nachthemd aus feinem Seidengarn. Ich war in die Küche gegangen, um etwas zu trinken, da ich von einem Albtraum wach geworden war. Ich war mir sicher, dass der Traum etwas mit meiner Vergangenheit zu tun hatte, oder zumindest damit, wie ich durch diese Tür gekommen war.
Doch Sebastian erzählte mir einen Scherz, dass die Residenten Vampire seien. Ja natürlich, weil es so etwas Unglaubliches gab.
Doch was gerade mit Isaac passiert war...
"Du bist immer noch hier?"
Die Stimme erschreckte mich so sehr, dass ich mich gegen die Wand drückte und aufsah. "Jean..." ich holte einen tiefen Atemzug, als der Mann mit der Augenklappe auf mich hinab sah. Seine schwarzen, seidigen Haare fielen wie Wasser in Strähnen über sein Gesicht. Sein Blick hatte die Farbe einer sternenlosen Nacht und er sah unbarmherzig auf mich hinab. "Ich habe dich nicht kommen gehört."
Jean d'Arc oder besser bekannt als Johanna of Orlean war keine Frau, wie man in meiner Zeit behauptet. Ich kann jedoch sehr gut nachvollziehen, wie man zu der Annahme kommen konnte. Jean war groß aber seine Statur war für einen Mann drahtig und sehnig. Wenig muskulös und sein Gesicht hatte die feinen Züge einer Frau. Kein Wunder, dass die Geschichte ihn für eine Frau missverkannten. "Ihr hättet in Eure Gemächer laufen und Euch einsperren sollen."
"Weshalb?" Meine Frage klang selbst für mich naiv, als ich langsam gegen die Wand gestützt wieder aufstand, eine Hand auf meinem Unterbauch. Ich entgegnete stoisch seinem sternenlosen Blick.
"Ihr solltet Euch im klaren sein, in welcher Gesellschaft Ihr Euch hier bewegt, Mademoiselle.", entgegnete Jean und erwiderte meinem Blick ruhig. Ich war kleiner als er. Kein Wunder... ich war klein! Aber in seinen Worten schwang ein Ton mit, der mich groß fühlen ließ. "Heh, meinst du, in der von Vampiren?", fragte ich flachs. Jeans Blick ruhte weiterhin ruhig und ernst auf mir. Er wirkte in dem dunklen Korridor mit dem schwachen Mondlicht von den Fenstern wie ein Bote des Todes. "Scherze nicht mit mir. Fabelwesen wie Vampire oder Dämonen existieren nur in Romanen." Oder Videospielen, überlegte ich mir. Vielleicht war ich gerade von einer Con gekommen? Vielleicht habe ich deshalb einen Kimono getragen.
"... Mademoiselle" Jean bewegte sich so schnell, dass ich nicht reagieren konnte. Es war wie eben bei Isaac. So schnell hatte er sich bewegt und gegen dir Wand gedrückt und jetzt tat Jean dasselbe. Beinahe zärtlich schob er meine Haare mit einer behandschuhten Hand nach hinten über meine Schulter, während die andere mein Kinn gefangen hielt. "... Ihr werdet es glauben müssen, wenn Ihr es am eigenen Leib erfahrt."
Mein Herz schlug bis zum Hals als er sich verbeugte und ohne zu zögern in die Seite meines Halses Biss. Der Schmerz ließ mich aus meiner Starre erwachen. Im Versuch mich loszureißen, drückte ich meine Schulter zurück und schlug mit der flachen Hand gegen sein Ohr so fest ich konnte.
Es klappte und der erhoffte Effekt setzte umgehend ein. Jean zuckte zurück, eine Hand die mich festhielt zuckte zu seinem Ohr und ich konnte mich freikämpfen, wäre da nicht dieses... Gefühl.
Ich versuchte das Stöhnen zu unterdrücken, das über meinem gesamten Körper raste, von der Wunde an meinem Hals ausgehend breitete sich Hitze aus. Keine Hitze wie bei dem Gift, als mich der Pfeil getroffen hatte und es sich durch meine Nerven in meinem Körper ausgebreitet hatte.
Meine Knie gaben nach wenigen Schritten nah und ich versuchte das Stöhnen zu unterdrücken, das aus meiner Kehle drang, als ich auf meine Hände stürzte und mir den Hals hielt. Dieses Gefühl war... vergnüglicher Genuss und er ließ meine Muskeln weich werden.
Jean hatte sich inzwischen von meiner Attacke erholt und ließ sich neben mir auf ein Knie nieder. Ich versuchte seinen Gesichtsausdruck auszumachen, als die Verzweiflung in mir Überhand nahm, weil mir mein Körper nicht gehorchte. "Die Zähne eines Vampirs sind perfekt für die Jagd. Einmal in die Beute geschlagen hinterlassen sie das Gefühl von Wohlgefallen." Seine sonore Stimme klang vollkommen neutral. Wie unpassend eigentlich, dafür, dass er mich gerade zu seiner Beute gemacht hatte.
Mit zittrigem Atem holte ich mit aller Kraft zur Seite aus, doch Jean fing meinen Arm spielend leicht ein. Meine letzte Gegenwehr bröckelte, als er meine Hand zu seinem Mund führte. Meine Atemzüge kamen nur noch stoßweise jeder Atemzug ohne zu stöhnen war ein Kraftakt, meine Sicht war vernebelt und mein Kopf so heiß, dass ich nicht wusste, wie ich noch aufrecht sitzen konnte.
Jean hauchte einen Kuss auf meine Handoberfläche, danach leckte er das Blut davon, dass zuvor noch an seinen Lippen benetzte. Ich verlor die Beherrschung und stöhnte quälend. Seine Zunge entfachte das Feuer unter meiner Haut nur noch weiter. "Pardon, petit possin, ich habe Euch unterschätzt. Ihr seid stärker als ich dachte. Jedoch ist dies nichts im Gegensatz zu dem, was ein Vampir Euch antun würde, wenn er sich wahrhaft nach Euerm Blut verzehrt. Wenn Ihr sicher zurückkehren möchtet, dann müsst Ihr die Gefahr verstehen, in der Ihr Euch befindet."
Meine Sicht verschwamm und meine Kraft versiegte vollends. Alles um mich herum wurde schwarz wie der sternenlose Himmel in seinen Augen, als ich in die Dunkelheit gezogen wurde, die ihn umgab. Nur seine Stimme klang sonor und dunkel in meinen Ohren. "... denn wenn Ihr nicht stärker werdet, werdet Ihr nicht überleben."
Jean fing den kleinen Körper mit seinen Armen auf, den er seiner Lebendigkeit entzogen hatte. Seiner Leidenschaft beraubt hatte. "Ihr müsst stärker werden." Behutsam drehte er sie und beinahe zärtlich drückte er den weiblichen Körper gegen seine Brust. Er fühlte sich schmerzlich schuldig, über das, was er getan hatte. Und schmutzig.
Er hatte sie unterschätzt. Sie war stärker als er angenommen hatte. Selbst als er sie gebissen hatte, war sie noch in der Lage gewesen sich zu wehen. Insgeheim huldigte er diesen Kampfgeist von ihr, doch er würde es ihr niemals sagen können, jetzt wo sie so schwach und zerbrechlich in seinen Armen lag.
Jean biss die Zähne zusammen. Der Geschmack ihres Blutes eisern und schwer auf seinem Gaumen. Er war selbst überrascht über seine Handlung gewesen. Was hatte ihn dazu getrieben, sie zu beißen? Sie zu zwingen zu sehen, was sie waren? Ihr warmes Blut zu schmecken?
Mit ihr auf den Armen stand er auf und betrachtete ihre Gesichtszüge im blassen Mondschein. Er spürte Bedauern, ihren Kampfgeist zu wenig gewürdigt zu haben. Er dachte sie sei naiv, schwach und dumm, dass sie hier blieb im Nest voller Vampire. Hatte er sie gebrochen?
"Jean?"
Der Schock über seine eigene Handlung hatte ausgereicht ihn aus der Haut fahren zu lassen, seine Stimme zu hören jedoch...
Langsam drehte sich Jean mit ihr auf den Armen um. Comte ging mit schnellen Schritten auf ihn zu. Es brauchte nicht viel Zeit für das Reinblut um die Situation zu erkennen. "Ich rieche Blut. Wurde Veronica angegriffen?"
"Ich habe sie gebissen.", antwortete Jean kühl, was Comte dazu brachte vor ihm stehen zu bleiben und ihn fassungslos anzustarren. "Du Jean?", fragte er fassungslos, doch er roch es sicherlich selbst. Ihr Blut haftete an ihm, es zu leugnen wäre zwecklos gewesen und Jean verspürte nicht den Drang deine Tat zu verschleiern.
"Eure Ignoranz ist ohne Zweifel unübertroffen, Comte." Es war beinahe ein Knurren, als Jean sprach. "Ihr zu verheimlichen, dass sie sich in ein Nest voller blutsaugender Vampire begeben hat."
"Es lag nicht an dir, es ihr auf diese Weise zu demonstrieren, Jean! Veronica untersteht meiner Verantwortung!" Comtes Gesichtszüge verhärteten sich, doch Jean blieb weiterhin unbeeindruckt, distanziert und kühl, während er den kleinen Leib gegen seine Brust drückte. "Es war nicht der richtige Zeitpunkt! Dies ist mein Anwesen und es liegt an mir, die Ordnung-"
"Eure Arroganz kennt keine Grenze, le Comte." Jeans Stimme war kalt und klar wie Eis und brachte le Comte zum verstummen. "Wenn Ihr die Ordnung der Dinge wahren wolltet, hätte Ihr es sofort, als sie einen Fuß in dieses Haus setzte, erzählt, was wir sind, Comte. Nichts ist furchteinflößender als Ignoranz." Jean beugte sich mit ihr auf seinen Armen zu Comte. Beinahe aus Reflex übernahm er den schlafenden Körper als Jean seinen Griff von ihrem Rücken und ihren Beinen löste. "Ihr wählt immer den falschen Zeitpunkt, um zu handeln." Damit wandte sich Jean von diesem verhassten Reinblut ab.
"Hasst du mich so sehr, dass ich dich zurückgebracht habe?", hörte er die Worte des Comte wie sie ihn durch den Korridor begleiteten. "Hasst du es so sehr wieder am Leben zu sein?" Jean konnte darauf nur ein kaltes Lachen ausstoßen.
Hass war noch ein viel zu sauberes Wort dafür, was er empfand...
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Die Industrie 4.0 benötigt Gehäuse für smarte Sensoranwendungen
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Die vierte industrielle Revolution, oder abgekürzt „Industrie 4.0“, hat schon längst begonnen. Auch wenn vielen das noch gar nicht so bewusst ist. Das liegt zum einen daran, dass die meisten schon einmal davon gehört haben, jedoch tun sich viele mit der Begriffserklärung und deren reale Auswirkungen auf das tägliche Arbeitsleben noch recht schwer. Darüber hinaus werden in gleichem Atemzug zur Industrie 4.0 die Trendthemen IoT (Internet of Things) und IIoT (Industrial Internet of Things) genannt. Das macht´s noch ein bisschen komplexer.
IoT im Hausgebrauch
Im privaten Umfeld ist die Digitalisierung und Vernetzung am besten greif- und begreifbar: mit dem Smartphone, mittlerweile der „beste Freund des Menschen“, kann man schon heute die vielfältigsten Dinge regeln und steuern, egal wo man sich gerade befindet. Einzelne Geräte, wie z.B. die Smart-Watch, werden mit weiteren „smarten Dingen“ vernetzt und die Datenspeicherung erfolgt zentralisiert in der gesicherten „Cloud“. Das alles soll uns im Alltag das Leben erleichtern. Vieles macht meiner Meinung nach absolut Sinn, z.B. am Körper tragbare Notrufsysteme/-Sender in Kliniken oder Sozialbereichen. Oder auch Personen-Ortungssysteme, bei Berufen mit erhöhtem Sicherheitsrisiko. Ein interessantes Beispiel ist das „Capturs“ des gleichnamigen, französischen Herstellers (www.capturs.com). Dieses GPS-Tracking-System mag auf den ersten Blick eher den Fun-Charakter bedienen, offenbart jedoch bei näherem Blick wesentlich mehr: das Wearable-Gerät ermöglicht es, Freunden, der Familie und Fans Routen zu verfolgen und somit live dabei zu sein, wenn Personen ihre Sporttätigkeit ausführen; unabhängig vom jeweiligen Endgerät. Man kann die Daten (Route, Distanz, Höhe, Dauer) exportieren/speichern und sogar in sozialen Netzwerken veröffentlichen. Nun die Besonderheit: bei Stürzen oder Unfällen, verlassen der vordefinierten Route, längeres verweilen an einem Standort und bei schwacher Batterie sendet es automatisch eine Nachricht per E-Mail oder eine SMS an bestimmte Personen. Damit kann im Ernstfall schnell Hilfe angefordert werden. Das Capturs wurde in der OKW-Gehäusereihe MINITEC verbaut und kann für alle Outdoor-Aktivitäten verwendet werden: Wandern, Skifahren, Klettern, Gleitschirmfliegen usw. Weitere für Wearables nutzbare OKW-Gehäusereihen sind das BODY-CASE und das ERGO-CASE.
Industrie 4.0 und IIoT
Doch kommen wir nun wieder zum eigentlichen Thema „Industrie 4.0“ und IIoT „Industrial Internet of Things“ zurück. Es gibt zwischen beiden Begrifflichkeiten einen wesentlichen Unterschied – Industrie 4.0 ist kurz gesagt eine Hightech-Strategie, um die Digitalisierung in der industriellen Produktion voran zu treiben; IIoT ist der konkrete Gebrauch smarter Technologien in der Fertigungsindustrie. Sehr viele Unternehmen beschäftigen sich zurzeit mit der Frage, wie sie die internen Prozesse und über verschiedene Ebenen/Organisationen hinweg transparent gestalten und optimieren können. Im Grunde geht es auch beim IIoT darum, Dinge smarter zu machen, indem sie miteinander kommunizieren. Im Mittelpunkt stehen dabei Sensoren, welche eingebettet in die Geräte, ständig Daten über Maschinen, spezielle Anwendungsszenarien oder über Anwender und die gesamte Wertschöpfungskette sammeln und zentral abliefern. Die wesentlichen Ziele sind dabei immer gleich: eine bessere Qualität liefern, die Prozesse optimieren und verschlanken, den Einsatz von Ressourcen optimieren, die Aufträge schneller fertig stellen und den Kunden ausliefern. Ein wichtiges Ziel darüber hinaus ist es den Markteinführungs-Zyklus neuer Produkte wesentlich zu verkürzen, um gegenüber dem Wettbewerb Vorteile zu erhalten.
Gehäuse und IIoT
Es werden bereits heute viele OKW-Gehäusereihen für die unterschiedlichsten Anwendungszwecke in der Smart-Factory genutzt. Die Nutzung im späteren Arbeitsalltag ist hierbei vielfältig und somit können die Vorgaben an das Gehäuse recht unterschiedlich sein:
Mobile Gehäuse zur Integration von Temperatur-, Feuchtigkeits- oder Präsenzsensoren – ergonomisches Design für ein ermüdungsfreies Arbeiten.
Als Gateways fest an der Wand verbaut – einfache, verdeckte Wandbefestigung, eventuell mit Sicherungsfunktionen
An Maschinen/Anlagen mit integrierten Vibrations-/Druck- und Zustandssensoren.
In Mini-Formaten für Wearable-Applikationen – am Arm, Handgelenk, um den Hals oder in der Hemd-/Hosentasche
Größere Ausführungen in einer robusten Konstruktion – bei mehr Platzbedarf bzgl. den Einbauten/Displays.
Verwendung hochwertiger Materialien bei der Herstellung der Standardgehäuse
Hohe Dichtigkeitsklassen zum Schutz der integrierten Elektronikbauteile und Sensoren.
Möglichkeiten zur Modifikation der Standardprodukte gemäß individuellen Kundenvorstellung und Bedarfen.
Ich habe nachfolgend mal einige interessante Beispiele von Kundenapplikationen aus dem Bereich IIoT für Sie herausgepickt:
Funk-Datenlogger
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Mit dem Wireless Data Logger Almemo 470 von Ahlborn Mess- und Regelungstechnik, können Klimamessgrößen wie Temperatur oder Luftfeuchtigkeit drahtlos erfasst werden. Eine flexible Anschlusstechnik für digitale Sensoren ermöglicht die Adaption einer Vielzahl unterschiedlicher Sensoren zur Messung verschiedener Messgrößen.
Applikation Funk-Datenlogger
Funknetzwerk Access Point
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Auf der Feldebene ermöglicht das sWave.NET-Funknetzwerk von steute Schaltgeräte GmbH & Co. KG, die variable Kommunikation zwischen Funkschaltgeräten und Access Points, die ähnlich wie ein Router arbeiten. Sie empfangen die Signale der Funkschaltgeräte, bündeln und senden sie, z.B. per Ethernet oder WiFi an einen oder mehrere Applikationsserver. Die Access Points werden verteilt im Sendebereich installiert und kommunizieren mit den Funkschaltgeräten.
Applikation Funknetzwerk Access Point
Smart TAG
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Der conbee Smart TAG basiert auf der Bluetooth-4.x-Spezifikation- mit einer Reichweite von bis zu 150 m. Der voll konfigurierbare TAG verfügt über eine Authentifizierungs-Funktion via Out-Of-Band- oder SecureSimple-Pairing, ist fälschungssicher und hat einen Bewegungssensor, der in der Lage ist, Manipulationsversuche zu erkennen. Dabei werden in dynamisch anpassbaren Sendeintervallen Statusdaten in Advertisement-Paketen übermittelt, welche Auskunft über das zu trackende Objekt geben. Der intelligente TAG meldet zyklisch seine ldentifikationsnummer, Temperatur- und Bewegungsdaten sowie Batteriestatus und optional Position.
Applikation SMART TAG
Robuster UHF Reader
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Die RF-Embedded GmbH hat einen RFID-Reader für den passiven ultrahochfrequenten Funkbereich (UHF) entwickelt, welcher ein Energiefeld aus elektromagnetische Wellen erzeugt. Sobald ein passiver UHF-Transponder in das Energiefeld gelangt, sendet er seinen Speicherinhalt an den entsprechenden RFID Reader.
Applikation Robuster UHF Reader
Alle Gehäuse, welche zur Nutzung von smarten Sensoren geeignet sind, haben wir nun in einer eigenen Rubrik zusammengefasst. Somit können Sie nun noch schneller Ihr passendes Sensorgehäuse finden.
Übersicht IIoT-/ Sensorgehäuse
Damit die Standardgehäuse auch den individuellen Kundenansprüchen bzgl. der Firmenfarbe, optischen Anpassung an die Nutzungsumgebung, Unternehmenslogo, den Elektronikeinbauten und Zuleitungen etc. entsprechen, bieten wir vielfältige Serviceleistungen an: Lackierungen, Bedruckungen, EMV-Aluminiumbedampfung zum Schutz vor Störstahlen, Aussparungen/ Durchbrüchen für z.B. USB-/SPI-/I2C-/LAN-Stecker oder Bedientasten.
Bei Industriegehäusen mit hoher Schutzart ist darüber hinaus die Verwendung spezieller Druckausgleichselemente ein großes Plus. Durch einen Wechsel der Temperaturen kann bei abgedichteten Gehäusen ein Unterdruck im Inneren entstehen. Feuchtigkeit und Schmutzpartikel können angesaugt werden und die empfindliche Elektronik beschädigen. Die OKW-Druckausgleichselemente können hier dagegen wirken, da sie einen besonders hohen Luftdurchsatz ermöglichen. Gleichzeitig schützt die innovative Bauweise zuverlässig vor Schmutz und ist bei Bedarf bis zu einem Druck von 6 bar absolut wasserdicht.
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