#I am perhaps misleadingly cheerful online but I am also quite a reserved person—if you want to love me you have to own it.

[brown-little-robin]

get loved, nerd

hello.

commentary in the tags. it is slightly negative, so please feel free to simply scroll on if that's not for you!

#gonna be real with you chief. think.react. #all my tim drake kinnie instincts are saying that this is disingenuous although I trust that it's a genuine expression of goodwill. #and I'm second guessing posting this publicly because of that. but ok let's do this. in case anyone else feels iffy about this #I'm pretty sure I don't know you. whoever ''you'' is behind this. #I've seen some of the people you interact with and seem to know and most of them are only tangentially related to me. #what I'm trying to say here is I'm sure this is well-meant but to me you're a face behind a mask. I don't know you— #—and I can't trust that you know me— #—and so this ''get loved nerd'' in my mailbox? I don't actually enjoy it. it feels insubstantial. #also... because I don't know you... ''nerd''... to me... comes off as actually insulting. rather than jokingly playful. #please ''get loved nerd'' your friends and not me. #although to be fair I am running on high stress mode and therefore am more paranoid than normal. #again I'm completely sure you mean the absolute best with this! no hard feelings for you trying it out on me! #I just feel like you probably don't know how it comes off to someone like me. or maybe you do. I don't *know*. #I am perhaps misleadingly cheerful online but I am also quite a reserved person—if you want to love me you have to own it. #thank you! <3 but please don't do this to me anonymously again. best wishes as you move forward