#I can’t keep doing this to her I CANT KEEP GETTING AWAH WITH THIS

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I  think  the  saddest  part  about  her  story  to  me  is  that  she  wants  someone  to  view  her  as  a  pure  soul,  as  the  sunlight  to  their  darkness  —  but  she  knows  she’s  the  darkness  that  plagues  everyone’s  life.  she  wants  to  be  a  happy  person,  she  wants  to  be  loved  the  way  everyone  else  is,  and  she  wants  to  feel  like  she’s  important  in  someone  else’s  story,  but  she  knows  deep  down  it  isn’t  possible.  she’s  the  villain,  she’s  the  side  character,  and  she’s  someone  who,  no  matter  what,  will  be  lost  and  will  end  up  tragically  dying  in  the  end  —  someone  who  will  be  forgotten  easily . . .

#˙♱ ‎ ⋆ ‎ ☠︎︎ ‎ . ◞‏‏‎ ‎ FILE ‎ ‎ : ‎ ‎ study ‎. ‎ ‎ ‎' #I can’t keep doing this to her I CANT KEEP GETTING AWAH WITH THIS #like she wants to sparkle she wants to smile and laugh and giggle all the time #she wants someone to look at her like she hung the moon and the stars #but she also WONT allow herself to open up enough for people to view her as such #because of her fear that she’ll get them killed #like oh my god . . #hold her hand pls #pls she needs it actually #maybe a hug #a kiss too #she needs SOMETHING #I heavily blame this on her old relationship #I hate that man with a passion oh wow . .