#I dunno maybe it's just the tension and strees and pain I hold in my body constantly but tbf I have always disliked the way bodies function

[dan-crimes]

Me when I have to physically exist in the world 😩😩

Like I enjoy existing in the world but I don't really like how it feels a majority of the time like sure there are some nice feeling things like when ur bed is extra comfy bcuz of how tired you are or the cool temperature with a light breeze and you feel urself sway with the trees and the feeling of rain etc etc

Like sure those things are amazing love em BUT if I could enjoy all the stuff without like a PHYSICAL LIVING BODY with like organs and blood and stuff then that would be like ideal peak living conditions

#I have talked abt this before but like I really dislike all functions of a living body #like I wouldn't want to be an animal either cuz they still have BODIES that have FUNCTIONS and they FEEL things #I dunno maybe it's just the tension and strees and pain I hold in my body constantly but tbf I have always disliked the way bodies function #so it's not just cuz I have pain or whatever like nah I do not like the way my heartbeat feels or sounds I do not like blood running thru me #I do not like feeling my bones move or my hair touching my neck or arms touching my torso I don't like the gooey feeling of my eyes #like I can just feel things I feel the things my body does all the time and I am not a fan lmao #but you gotta make do with what ya got #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ literally nothing I can do abt it #dunno if anyone can relate to this tho bcuz I mean I hear people make small mentions of these things #but idk if I've ever seen someone like really go in on like basically every aspect and function of the human body and why it feels bad #I mean lmk if u can relate ✌️😋 #I'm sure people can relate at some level if they can't relate to all of it lmao