#I haven't written anything not for the ygobb in so long I kinda wanna take a break and do stuff just for me again

[aberooski]

Since today is Thanksgiving and all that, I'm thankful for the conversation I had with my sister yesterday that led to me figuring out a lot of stuff for my Stormshipping Cinderella au so I can start writing it a lot sooner than I thought I would because I'm slow as shit. Chazzerella is on the horizon! Next year babes 👀

#figured out some lore and logistic stuff that would bug me not to acknowledge #because my toxic trait as a writer is that I do the most appropriately all of the time #she also helped me work out specifically how to handle the glass slipper situation in conjuction with Light and Darkness Dragon so yay!! #if I decide to do the ygobb next year again I might save it for that like I did OUAD but I'm not sure if I'm gonna do it again #or maybe take a break this year since I've done it the last 5 years in a row #I haven't written anything not for the ygobb in so long I kinda wanna take a break and do stuff just for me again #because the time constraints are what make me burn out so hard because I'm pushing myself too hard to get done #in what feels like such a short amount of time when it's honestly hard for me to write shorter fics as much as I want to #anyway it's gonna be a great au and I'm excited #also I'm gonna be posting my Fatal Frame crossover as I write it after I get the first few chapters done #that way we can pretend to have some consistency but I miss just writing and posting whenever I feel like it and have the mental power #I miss having longevity I feel like all my fics die off really quickly because I had to adhere to the bb posting schedule #we had to post every single day if we had multichapter fics every year until this year but we had to have it all up within 4 weeks #so I wanted to post OUAD twice a week but it has 12 chapters so I had to do 3 times a week instead #I just don't have the longevity I wish I could have so I'm taking it back #basically this crossover and this au are me taking back my own fics and protecting my brain from having to push too hard all the time #I want to enjoy the actual writing process again I'm tired of feeling stressed and that I have to finish it asap #but fuck it right? #yugioh #yugioh gx #stormshipping #chazz princeton #atticus rhodes #yugioh gx fanfiction