#I like Pheenon better than Pheejin

[leconcombrerit]

I will not watch the episode before dinner because I just *know* there's a big risk of Phee actually falling for Jin onscreen while I haven't recovered at all from Pheenon. And I'm gonna mope real bad.

And yes, ideally if Non is dead then it would be super better and okay for Phee to move on, I try my best not to romanticise grief and sadness -and yes, there's a bittersweet beauty to the way humans are so resilient that they can love again and again without it ever minimising their previous feelings but-

But. Where was I again. Phee and Jin. Look it's a series and if you don't give me at least a couple episodes of Phee making peace with Non's loss then you can't expect me to root for the new boy.

And that's from someone of loves Jin. Unapologetic Jin apologist. Pheenonjin girlie. Making those cute doodles with love. But I'm kinda scared there.

#dead friend forever #What if there's a kind of 'choose one' situation #like if Non is alive and tries to kill JIN #what will Phee do uh. I'm not being normal about this. #It probably boils down to one single fact : #I like Pheenon better than Pheejin #And I am SCARED