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#I love Wamuu so freakin much I’m going to start breakdancing
zoinkdoodles · 3 months
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!!! WAMUU QUESTION
in the timeline of battle tendency, i genuinely don’t think he would have ever gotten the chance to relax long enough to really Think about this, but let’s pretend wamuu was allowed to relax! he got a day off :)
not knowing where he came from fucks him up a little. he knows basic biology, two men can’t have a baby on their own, and no technology for that existed 10,000 years ago. so where did he come from??? i’d like to think he goes out at dusk and watches the kids going home to their families, to their mothers, and he looks away because he realises what happened.
IN MY HEADCANON ( feel free to disagree and add ur own thoughts and onions, that’s what this is for! ) he would dive into solo training, refusing to think about it but it keeps creeping up on him whenever he stops for a break, and even when he goes back to training as hard as he can. he can’t stop thinking about his mother, what she would look like, and how she’d act, and why kars killed her and not him.
AAHHHHHHHH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
I always think about how his thoughts would wander, and how he would literally have to figure this out all on his own. I like to think that Kars raised Wamuu out of necessity rather than mercy, therefore he did not feel the need to teach him of his culture or of his family. Kars merely saw Wamuu as a servant and a warrior, he happened to be good at it, and so he favored him and let him travel with Esidisi and himself.
I also frequently ponder over Wamuu and Esidisi’s relationship, and how it might actually suck. I have a reason as to why; First, when Wamuu’s shadow is stepped on by Kars and he injures Kars. The damage is so minor, yet Esidisi is seen visibly angry. Instead of simply scolding Wamuu, he insults him. And, by the way Kars says ‘Lower your hand’, he seemed to be quite experienced with beating Wamuu as punishment. Therefore, Wamuu probably associates Esidisi with pain and wrongdoing.
Did this ever spark resentment in Wamuu, or perhaps difficulty with dealing with his own emotions and feelings? He can’t just hit himself, can he? But he kind of does that, we see in the fight with Joseph that he pokes his own eyes out as a way to calm himself and ‘Lock in’. To me, this implies that he most likely thinks self harm is normal and useful, and uses it as a coping mechanism in day-to-day life.
This is so interesting oh my god oh my god oh my god thank you so very much for making me think about and process your ideas ❤️❤️❤️
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