#I wish I could be irresponsible and just say 'meh who cares it's probably not anything and if it is it's probably not a big deal'

[kittlyns]

I fucking hate cleaning and sharing a space and having NOTHING to do with half the shit in my house cuz most of it belongs to other people and nobody else is in a "let's throw shit away if we don't need it" mood.

#there's really only so much I can do! #and I try. #no one else is taking this as seriously as I am. #I asked if we could all please focus on cleaning and decluttering this weekend so if there is an issue there will be less hassle #working around everything. #'yeah yeah of course we'll do what we gotta do!' #literally all day yesterday everyone sat around watching tv while I holed up in my room working. #today. go downstairs for the first time in 24 hours. again. everyone is sitting on the couch watching tv. #oh hey I thought we were gonna clean? #'yeah tomorrow.' #well the exterminator comes on Tuesday and I've only been focusing on one room cuz I don't want to spread the problem... #'we'll do what we can do but there's no way we're getting the whole house cleaned by then' #okay but I told everyone on Friday!! we literally had all weekend!! #I know everyone else thinks I'm crazy and being overdramatic and I just 'shouldn't worry abt it' but the least they could do is humor me!! #I wish I could be irresponsible and just say 'meh who cares it's probably not anything and if it is it's probably not a big deal' #but I'm being realistic. I'm so tired of people ignoring problems and just hoping it goes away on its own.