#I’m so shaky rn and I don’t know what I don’t know abt this industry and I’m so nervous I’m gonna royally fuck this up

[candypop-snowdrop]

Oh boy, paralyzed with fear rn bc job stuff

#candy talks #so here’s the dealio: I’ve got Job 1 and Job 2 that I’m trying to get #both are in the private sector and require security clearances to truly do a lot of work with them #job 1 hired me back in March and hasn’t contacted me since #job 2 is my first choice anyway but they closed all hiring for my experience level when I was looking for a position #I graduate with my masters a week from tomorrow so after that I’ll be able to begin working #so I reached out to job 2 bc I haven’t heard anything from job 1 and job 2 pays better and does more 3D printing stuff which is my jam #job 2 is now looking into opening a position jsut for me but there’s understandably a ton of paperwork involved with that #AND JOB 1 JUST REACHED OUT TODAY TO START THE PROCESS FOR DOING MY CLEARANCE #I’m so shaky rn and I don’t know what I don’t know abt this industry and I’m so nervous I’m gonna royally fuck this up #auuuuuggggghhh