#I'll need to take a practice test at some point but ughhhhh I don't want to know how far away I am from passing

[gottagobuycheese]

Just 6-10 weeks and I’ll be able to taste a little freedom again...just gotta hold out until March/April......

#why did I pick one of the few professions that will give me tests and homework for the rest of my life #I hate tests and homework that was one of my least favorite parts of school #I miss drawing I miss reading I miss writing I miss Doing Literally Anything Else But This #(to clarify: I have not actually DONE any This but I have spent plenty of time dreading it) #Cheese's personal molasses #Cheese evaporates about...job?? #would LOVE to be able to just. sit down and Focus. #can I truly live my own life independently? #can I respond to emails in a timely fashion and complete my daily notes on time without someone else also sitting down and doing their work? #can I study for an exam without a study buddy?? without the promise of watching my brother play Spider-Man (PS4) after 10 PM???? #CAN I LEARN THINGS AND ALSO HAVE A JOB AT THE SAME TIME #asking the real questions here #imagine being able to multitask #I want to cook Real Food but unfortunately I have an email to respond to which is mutually exclusive to that #can only do one of these two things #oh and also studying #I'll need to take a practice test at some point but ughhhhh I don't want to know how far away I am from passing #I also don't know when I'm going to have like...9 free hours to take a single half of a test lmao #ANYWAY ENOUGH DREADING #I'LL AT LEAST FINISH THURSDAY'S OVERDUE NOTES/HOMEWORK AND THEN WHEN I GET HOME FINISH FRIDAY'S #and then...I don't even know there's nothing else I want to do right now except Not This lol