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#I'll probably end up without any courses this semester so I'll just rot away in this ugly apartment
tardis--dreams
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1 year
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I may have hit an all time low mental health wise but I'm being so chill about it
#just randomly tearing up/crying for like 30 seconds before i tell myself
#no. it's not worth crying about it. you keep those tears inside your body!
#my life might be falling apart right in front of me after i tried moderately hard to prevent that from happening
#but i refuse to cry about it (more than i am in these random 30 seconds of intense existential despair washing over me)
#i need a plan for the future.
#step one. get degree. hopefully achieved by may
#step 2. apply for internships and jobs
#step 2.2. find job to earn money before getting an actual job
#(i think my professor changed her mind and doesn't want to keep me as her assistant after all
#i haven't heard anything back for ages and the contract was supposed to start again in may
#so. let's see if i find something else)
#step 3. leave this godforsaken town and university and never look back. don't think about what could have been
#don't think about academic work ever again. just let go. it's not worth it
#step 4. try to make life less miserable somehow lmao. (optional)
#i want to tell my mother about this fucked up situation
#just so i don't have to hide it anymore and pretend things are going as planned
#but i can't
#oh well
#I'll probably end up without any courses this semester so I'll just rot away in this ugly apartment
#i hate everything and everyone istg. but it's chill. i'm so. chill. about. this.
#(yeah no i don't usually use that word that often. or. ever tbh. just another indicator just how chill things are.)
#void screams
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