#I'm not going into details but the visuals of the foetus and my family's intense reactions were SO SO SCARY

[littlegildedswallow]

had a dream I was pregnant and my family were suddenly all pro life. woke up terrified and nauseated and sweating from places I didn't know I could sweat from.

#mine #holy shit my sister turned against me and was ashamed of me #my parents were adamant i give birth #seeing the ultrasound was horrific #it was a fucking horrorshow why did i have this dream #i am one of those cuckoo people who looks for messages in dreams you know what that means #I'll be panicking over this for a couple days #i know i CAN'T be pregnant #1) last time i was with a man was half an year ago and all we did was make out and that's around the time #i became firmly anti dating or being with men #2) my muscle content is too high compared to my body fat i literally do not get periods anymore #i woke up like a minute ago I'm still reeling from the dream which is why I'm trying to justify myself here #fuck I'm haunted that was terrifying #I'm not going into details but the visuals of the foetus and my family's intense reactions were SO SO SCARY #like the editing of the dream was like something out of nbc hannibal it freaked me the fuck out #I'm gonna go try and calm myself down holy shit