#Im not actually planning on it but waht if thats what broke the curse of me being unable to write. Like Lol

[wouteke]

If i wrote really unhinged mathieu/avg. rob would you all support me

#Im not actually planning on it but waht if thats what broke the curse of me being unable to write. Like Lol #but i mean honestly..... #after the drag video i was incapacitated by visions of mathieu hanging out with avg. rob + presumable friend group and ending up at a #drag show or at a gay club or something and like. at the age he is. kind of leeching vibes from nyc fic again that modern classic but hes #self aware enough to know hes kinda ermm a little not normal and w this group theres plausible deniability so he can be here and just kind #of take it all in. and like rly he doesnt even strike me as a big club guy apart from to get chonged in and maybe this isnt even his crowd #either (tbh all my many visions of retired gay mathieu van der poel hes still w some kind of athlete) but its like...... what if it was tha #simple. you know. what if he COULD just get hit on by some random guy who somehow doesnt know him and ignore all the people who clearly do #like.... what if. anyway #this wouldnt be matje/avg. rob if i wrote it as a ship it would be weird porn. But still