#J IS A VERY GOOD GM. LIKE. FUCKIN HELL MAN

[soldier-poet-king]

Massive lore drops in pf tonight, both for the campaign and for my character specifically and like. DAMN. I'm supposed to go sleep now???? After all that??? I thought I knew what choices periklea was going to make and then that convo happened and neither I, nor she, knew and it was just! So good! I am so stressed???

I'm glad I made periklea very much a manifestation of my own anxieties about the future in many ways bc that wasn't even rp at that point I was Just Talking As Myself, I was SO into it. Like. Can I save you. It doesn't have to be like this. You're what I was on track to becoming. I feel so much guilt over what I was and am. You've done bad things but also I fuckin get it and your motivations and ultimate goals I support. Academic Truth over solace in comforting lies. Palpatine Anakin moment fr. GAH

I am not GOOD at improv and terribly shy in general, but damn once you mix it with fantasy settings, rulebooks, and math I guess I'm really into it

#anyway. very good. i feel like a session hog but i am fighting the guilty gremlin in my brain just bc my character has a moment #with the sort of villain who is also a distant relative of some sort and can maybe be redeemed?? #juicy narrative parallels tbh. #J IS A VERY GOOD GM. LIKE. FUCKIN HELL MAN #also more Katya Soren interactions which are my FAVE #and next week im sure i will just chill in the bg. i want everyone to have narrative moments!!!! #and katya w tarhanna next week like!!! #vilestraia campaign