#Maybe like a hummingbird. I am guzzling kool aid right now. That was a lie I'm laying underneath a blanket that's made to look like a

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Personally I think sebastian and ciel like to stay up late playing chess and talking shit about other nobles and waitstaff and then then they snuggle and maybe they even bake little treats in the hot hot oven.

#I think I lost motivation because I lost focus and that focus is happy silly butler times #Listen to me. Happy silly times are what make the world go round. You need them. You will rot. I rotted. I don't need anymore snow and cold #and ice and maggots. I need juice. And warm bread and perhaps a very warm blanket. I need to eat leaves and bask in sunlight. Like a plant. #This isn't about you this is about me. I don't know what you are. But I am a plant that needs some sugary juice times. #Maybe like a hummingbird. I am guzzling kool aid right now. That was a lie I'm laying underneath a blanket that's made to look like a #Tortilla #Isn't the word absurd and beautiful. Isn't the world filled with tortilla blankets #I have a tendency to go on batshit insane tangents every once in a while #every day I thank the stars and the moon and the dirt that I am able to be contained in the notes #er uh uh uh #sebaciel #really strayed from that #they are sooooooo in love #i am twirling my hair and swinging my feet and giggling btw #just so you know #mwah