#Monday I'm driving 6 hours to Chiba and unloading

[choking-on-roses]

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#doing bad!!! #I'm not sure why i continue to talk about my struggles on here because nobody cares #but yeah. doing badly ❤️ #I'm hoping it's just the anemia + literally not being able to rest since....uh.... #i can't remember. certainly not in the past month though #anyway i felt so shitty i had to go home at lunch time and have a nap (?) #when i got up from the nap to go back to work i almost blacked out though so. maybe i passed out who knows #tomorrow i have to finish packing + load the car after work #Monday I'm driving 6 hours to Chiba and unloading #next day driving 6 hours back. for work on Wednesday #and yeah I'm doing all the moving and driving all alone because i have no friends or family #personal #i just need to make it to Wednesday and then i can black out as much as i like ❤️ #edit: sometimes i actually wish i would pass out at work so maybe people would start believing how sick i feel