#Naturally I've been getting into a lot of other shows (knt horimiya yoi for example) and I think I am

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Added a 'not ml' tag for posts about shows other than ml!

#Okay ramble in tags I need to get this off my chest #So uh. obviously due to the whole leaks and gloob situation of late #I haven't really been into ml as much as I was before (this would most likely change with episode 11 of course #Naturally I've been getting into a lot of other shows (knt horimiya yoi for example) and I think I am #Posting about them more frequently? For the past few weeks #But it's just that. Okay first of I've never been multifandom so this is so...new #It kind of makes me sad that I feel I am like. There is this change from my hyperfixations #Especially since ml was my first and biggest hyperfixation and the reason I made this blog and changed me SO much into who I am now #It feels kind of intimidating having to go through this change? #It also makes me so sad that I stopped giffing but I just. Can't bring myself to. Half of it is due to me trying to digital art and part of #It is just that every single time I try to gif in my phone it just crashes all the time and I just don't have the time for it...yet #So it just feels so strange and kind of uncomfortable even though I love all these other shows too (it actually would've been evident djsh) #But it also makes me feel confused because it just isn't the Same As Before #And I really miss the excitement season 4 gave me (and season 5 upto passion) and I just. #I really really miss ml this is such a confusing feeling and #It probably also has to do with the fact that most of these new hyprfixations are like. shows that are over ig? most of them have very #small Tumblr fandoms so they didn't really intimidate me #(sidenote but yoi is different because it is like. A huge popular show yet it was like 6 years ago with an active fanbase even now. And I t #Think the whole thing prompted these strange feelings to me was yoi because I love the show but it just feels kind of lonely without anyone #To ramble about the show too #Okay I will spill the truth this whole tag rambles is because I just feels weird rn and I am trying to make sense of it by typing it out #And I think the solution (for now) would be: please send asks about my other hyperfixations I want to talk about them more and I need to be #Enabled for that (sorry👍) #And multifandom people please tell me how you manage to do it. Was it the same when you turned multifandom too or is this a me thing😭 #n rambles #Okay typing this out dis make me feel better oof #Edit: I have more to say apparently #I want to change my blog theme to something other than ml but I just. Can't bring myself to if that makes sense #I CAN make sideblogs actually but it just WON'T be the same