#OH MAN IS THAT WEIRD ARE PEOPLE GONNA THINK ITS WEIRRD WHAT IF PEOPLE FEEL LEFT OUT

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my love language is acts of service and gift giving, but i have major social anxiety, so the combination of these two things is that basically i LOVE doing nice shit for people but then i nearly crumble from how anxious i get doing the nice thing and then i talk myself into and out of and then in to and then out of it and then back into and then out of and then int---

#one of the other interns at my practicum is leaving next week #and tomorrow is the last day we all have together #so i got him a card and had everyone sign it #and i'm gonna bring in donuts #but then im like #OH MAN IS THAT WEIRD ARE PEOPLE GONNA THINK ITS WEIRRD WHAT IF PEOPLE FEEL LEFT OUT #NOW I GOTTA FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THIS FOR EVERYONE #EVEN THO ILL BE LEAVING AT THE SAME TIME AS EVERYONE ELSE AND #WHAT IF HE THINKS ITS WEIRD #WHAT IF ITS TOO MUCH #my brain. is. exhausting. #/ tbd.