#OH i probably won't see a lot of results for the fat redistribution bc. im only 115 pounds so there isn't much to redistribute lmao

[autistic-shaiapouf]

You know. I spent so long wondering if testosterone would make me unhappy that I never paused to think what I would do if there was a chance it could make me happy

#unpacked a lot of testosterone injections at work today and. i was really thinking about it today #as well as having watched the ad gilette did with a trans man #i think. i think t could make me very happy.... of course i also live in florida so who knows how that'll work out #i might just microdose it if i can get it.. my estrogen metabolizes faster than normal so my body already takes to testosterone #the only things are 1) i do not want to shave my face i hate everything about the idea of facial hair actually #and 2) i already forgot what i wanted to say here whoops #OH i probably won't see a lot of results for the fat redistribution bc. im only 115 pounds so there isn't much to redistribute lmao #i think i just want to be a beautiful androgyne.. always keep em guessing #it would of course. open me up to a variety of slurs i could be called but to feel comfortable........ i could do it #shai speaks