#Plus it will.just get me out of the fucking house

[mellotronmkll]

trying to word this library volunteer application in a way that makes it clear I will kill myself if they don't offer me a position without actually saying that

#Cos I think really it's exactly what I need to do right now and just . Like this specifici program I'm volunteering for I'm just like Please #Please please please #Would be the perfect bridge between my past experience and what I wanna do in the future and well #It's not a job but it's something to put my little pinky toe in the door #And then when the time does come when I'm able to apply for an assistant position or something i would have Something #Plus it will.just get me out of the fucking house