#The way Mew looks away like he can FEEL something is odd!! trust your instincts Mew!

[worryinglyinnocent]

Fic: Haven (29/50)

Summary: They say Resembool is a haven, and they’re right. Lush pastures, quaint country town, farmers’ markets on Saturdays: a bucolic paradise.

But it’s more than that. Resembool is a haven for the runaways, the deserters, the people who don’t want to be found…

The Resembool community knows there’s something odd about Hohenheim, but they’re not going to let that stop them helping him out. This is Resembool after all, a place where no one has to hide and neighbours help neighbours, be they building a fence, chasing a sheep, or trying to save the country from an evil they inadvertently helped release centuries ago…

Or: A series of slices of life in an AU in which Hohenheim never leaves, and several broken state alchemists find hope and home in Resembool.

Rated: T

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Haven

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Summary: Imrul and Al bond over a mutual love of cats. 

Characters: Al, Imrul (Scar), Fahim (Scar’s brother), Winry

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Imrul is still getting used to the automail arm. There are moments when he wonders if going through the surgery and all of the related pain and stress was worth it, but in the end, he knows that he has the mental fortitude to go on. 

He’s sitting in the garden of the Rockbell home, the arm resting on the table. Winry’s told him that he needs to get used to moving the hand and trying to pick things up with it, but he’s been having some trouble with it and he needs to take a break. He looks down at the metal fingers, moving them carefully one by one, going through all the exercises that Winry and Pinako have taught him. It’s tedious work, but he can feel that he’s making progress, even if it’s in miniscule steps. 

There’s a sudden rustling sound from the hedge next to him, and he looks over. 

“Esther! Esther, no, don’t go through there! Esther!”

It sounds like Alphonse Elric’s voice, and his head pops up over the hedge. 

“Oh, erm, hello Mr Imrul. How are you?”

“Fine, thank you Alphonse. Can I help you?”

“Erm, yeah, is Den loose in the garden?”

“No, she’s inside.”

“Good. Erm, give me a minute.”

Al’s head disappears again, but the hedge rustling continues, and a very fat cat fights its way through the greenery and waddles towards the patio where Imrul is sitting. As the cat gets closer, he sees that it’s not exactly fat, but rather about to burst with kittens. She plods to Imrul’s feet and sits down, looking up at him expectantly. 

Instinctively, Imrul reaches down to pet her, but then realises he’s reached with the metal hand and stops short. 

“It’s ok, she won’t mind.” Al is now coming in at the garden gate and making his way up the path towards them. “You can stroke her.”

Imrul just continues to look down at the metal hand. He doesn’t entirely trust himself to be gentle; the pressure reception is a little off and he has no fine motor function yet. 

“I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“No, no, it’s ok. Winry would say that it would be good for your rehab to try making gentle movements.” Al reaches them and sits down on the patio beside the cat, stroking her. 

Her purr is like an earthquake; Imrul can almost feel it vibrating from where he’s still hovering above her. 

“She’s your cat?” 

“Sort of. Not really. She’s a stray, but I take care of her and make sure she’s safe and fed. She likes to pick fights with Den so I try to keep her out of here normally.” He pauses. “We can’t have animals at home, they’re allergic to my dad.”

Imrul raises an eyebrow. “Don’t you mean the other way round?”

“Nope.” He offers no further explanation, and instead gently lifts Esther up onto the table. For a stray she’s remarkably docile, even if her expression is a long-suffering one. “I’m sure that you can have one of the kittens when she has them. I don’t think Mom will let me keep them.” He strokes her again as she awkwardly lies down between them in a sunbeam. 

Imrul reaches out with his left hand and strokes her soft fur.

“Did you have pet cats back home?” Al asks. 

Imrul nods. “They were supposed to be kitchen cats really, mousers. Fahim always said I coddled them too much.” He smiles at the memory. “Maybe that’s true.”

Al laughs. “Well, I don’t think that Esther’s complaining.” 

The cat in question is back to purring like nothing Imrul has ever heard, and he looks down at his metal hand again. He knows that he won’t be able to feel the heat or the softness of Esther’s fur through it, but he should be able to feel the vibration. 

Very carefully, he touches the metal fingertips to her head. There’s a confused little ‘mrow?’ as she suddenly feels the cool, unyielding metal instead of warm hands, but Imrul strokes her with his left hand and she goes back to purring again. He can feel the resonance all the way up his automail arm and once again, he finds himself admiring Winry’s engineering expertise. 

He strokes Esther’s head very carefully with one finger. She doesn’t seem to be perturbed. 

“She likes you,” Al observes. “She normally gets bored and tries to bat people away by now.”

Imrul continues to pet Esther as gently as he possibly can. Her eyes are closed, legs stretched out in the sun, utterly content. 

“Why did you call her Esther?” he asks Al. 

“I don’t know. I figured she just looked like an Esther.” Al looks critically at the cat. “Dad says it means ‘star’ in one of the old Xerxian dialects. It’s a better name than Milkbeard. Ed wanted to call her that.” 

Being an all brown cat apart from a white splodge on her chin, Imrul can see why the moniker would be fitting, and agrees that Esther is a better name. 

“Ed’s not very good at naming cats.” Al gives a long-suffering sigh. “One of the ones that used to live at the bottom of the garden ended up called Chicken Leg.”

Imrul has to hold back a snort of laughter at that. They’re good kids, the Elrics, but at the same time, some of the stories that he’s heard from the Rockbells, and now from Al himself, make him wonder if they’re not both walking disaster areas. Then again, from what he’s heard from Fahim about their apparently immortal father, maybe it’s just biological. 

Behind them, the door opens and Winry comes out with Fahim, who gives a sigh that Imrul has heard so many times before. 

“Why am I not surprised that you’ve found a cat? And not only that, a cat with several cats-to-be? I think you just attract them somehow.”

“Al’s not much better,” Winry points out. “He’s a cat magnet. With the two of them together, I’m amazed we don’t have the entire neighbourhood’s feline population in here. Sometimes I think you just line your pockets with catnip or something.”

“Ironically catnip is one herb that Mom doesn’t grow in the garden. That’s probably for the best. They’d all be high all the time. We’d find them passed out under the tomato plants. Come on, Esther. Let’s get you out of here before you decide to find Den and go nuts.”

Al picks up Esther, who gives a mew of protest at being removed from her new friend, and Imrul looks down at his automail hand with a new confidence.

#FMA: Brotherhood #FMA Fanfiction #Alphonse Elric #Scar #Fic: Haven

[alyssacantu91]

How To Stop A Cat From Spraying Without Neutering Easy And Cheap Tips

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#How To Stop A Cat From Spraying Without Neutering Easy And Cheap Tips #Cat Spraying While In Heat

[gaveshillvack]

A Cat

"Love sucks..." Gaves groaned to Gus, the cat. The exceptionally furry feline offered a bored look for sympathy. The couch had been exceptionally lonely for the past two weeks. Light, Gaves was almost forgetting how Miersae smelt by that point; he was sure there was something of hers here that he could huff if he really needed it. Alone in the house, Gaves sat with an unopened bottle of Dalaran red, Miersae's favorite. "You think she'll like it?" He asked Gus, who in turn offered a deep sigh. "Yeah, yeah she'll love it." Gaves convinced himself. It had to be any day now, it had to be. Eventually his nights of staring into the fireplace would fade away, and he'd have those lovely pair of emerald hues to peer back at. Considering his history, a younger version of Gaves would've vomited by the sentiment; he of all people... in love?

"It's house business." She told him. Miersae sounded apologetic, as if she was giving Gaves bad news. "Wh-what? Well, how long?" Gaves asked, concern in his voice. The last time she left with her house someone died, although Gaves had to admit that he never cared for said departed. Alone in the bedroom, Gaves  just stood there as Miersae packed dress after dress into a chest. "It'll just be until I can sort this whole mess out, ok?" Miersae coo'd as she grabbed a kiss from the dumbfounded Gaves. "I promise that once I figure out a way to deal with, with you know what. I'll be all yours once this blows over." What a promise to keep, Gaves thought. The bard was selfish, that much was known, but he couldn't find himself putting his needs before someone he loved. "Besides," Miersae said with a smile. "At least you'll have Gus." Rolling his eyes at the memory, Gaves could only look with annoyance at the cat who was curled up into a perfect ball. "Almost three weeks now, and I got you." Gus, who didn't pay any attention to the ramblings of a sad man merely slept through it. "Hmmph." Gaves huffed, hoping that the cat would at least be nice enough to hiss in defiance. The fireplace crackled as the two char-black logs were licked over by an orange flame. It was so much nicer to enjoy with company, not to say Gus was horrible company. Quite the contrary; As much as Gaves would protest his affection for the cat, he had strong feelings towards it. In fact, if not for Gaves Gus wouldn't be in that very room with him. Gaves wondered if Gus remembered how he saved his life, how the then courier made a heroic effort to tame the ferocious feline.

One of the longest days at work Gaves concluded. Sure, he only had three stops, but they were on the opposite sides of town, and better yet; the outskirts! Who even lives there, Gaves thought? An old couple, a man with two many hats in his possession, and a half deaf dwarf. A colorful cast of characters no doubt, but Gaves didn't care; his legs hurt. And to cap it off? It was raining, hard. People often mistake couriers as being soft handed individuals who pack it in at the first sign of trouble with the elements. Gaves vehemently disagreed. Through sleet, snow, or rain he delivered the mail. It was an effort that deserved several medals, or so Gaves thought. Finally, though his day was over, and he could come home to a mostly empty house. It was only twelve days since he bought it, but light did he enjoy the fact that this was -his- home. Of course the decorating so far consisted of anything red in his possession, but he was sure to add to the various shades of the perfect color over time. All he had was a couch, table with two chairs, and a bed with no pillow. Life was good. Returning back to trade district to return his uniform, and bag, Gaves figured the day couldn't get any worse. In some aspects he was right, it couldn't. However, day had turned to night, and it was still raining. On top of that, Gaves thought it was a wonderful idea to walk around with short sleeves. All the better to be rained on, he muttered. Down the path to his home he went, passing by various homeless citizens who didn't seem to mind the torrential downpour. About halfway back to his home sweet home, he heard an awful shrill sound. It almost sounded like a chirp. Pausing in his pace, he stops, and listens. Again, he hears the noise, more clear this time. It sounded like a mew, like a kitten. Odd, most cats hid their young when it got bad, or worse, left them to die. Gaves prayed he wasn't going to come across a scene of dead baby kittens. Turning towards the crying, Gaves began to search for the mewing, the cries for help only getting louder and louder. At least he was going in the right direction. Stopping at the edge of an alley, Gaves looked around to see if anyone else had heard the mewing. It seemed he was all alone for the moment. With a shrug, he closed in the homing beacon, knocking aside various crates, and rubbish before finding the source of the crying.

Gus had to have been about the size of his palm, maybe just a little older than eight weeks. The terrified feline was hunched over against a broken crate, drenched, and shivering. Instinctively, Gaves reached down to pick up the cat, but was met with needle like teeth that pinched his hands. "OW!" Gaves yelped, flicking his hang back for recovery. Gus hissed in defiance, ignoring the fact that he was cold and hungry. Rollings his eyes, Gaves wished that the cat wouldn't put up so much of a fight. Again, he tried to pick it up, this time grabbing the savage cat by the scruff of his neck. Instantly the hissing stopped, Gus accepting whatever fate he was given. "Really?" Gaves asked, as he eased the sopping wet ball of fur into the crook of his arm. "All that, and you give up?" Gus retorted with a sneeze. "Jeeze." Gaves groaned. He had to get this cat inside fast. Racing back to his house, he opened up the main hall doors, and burst into his apartment. Setting his keys aside, he rushed to the fireplace. With a wet snap of his fingers, the dormant structure of bricks erupted to life. Gaves prayed to the light in thanks, grateful that mages were too lazy to make a fire from scratch. setting the kitten down in front of the fire, Gaves then rushed to his bedroom, looking for something dry. All he could find was his blanket, that would have to do. Rushing back, he found the kitten moving about, though it was still shaking. Acting fast, Gaves wrapped up the wet  fur ball, and cozied up in front of the fire.

It was a long night sitting  down in front of the fireplace. Gaves didn't remember how much sleep he got; it was close to none. Luckily, though the ball of was no longer sopping wet. Gus slept contently as the courier rocked from side to side, finding it hard to fall asleep from the seated position. Morning came after several silent hours, Gaves awaking to the sensation of whiskers tickling his nose. Fluttering his eyes open he peered down at the now mobile cat who had been sticking his face too close for comfort. Well, at least he wasn't hissing. Instinctively running a hand down his small ball, Gus purred, signaling his pleasure with the tall man. "You're gonna need a name, alright?" Gaves was already in love with the big, blue eyes the cat had. Any thoughts of returning to the scene of the crime to return him were out of the question. Sitting up, he pushes the blanket to the side, and picks Gus up to sit on the couch with him. The tiny feline gave him a half-lidded look, almost bored already. "Pat? How does Pat sound? No.. not a Pat? Hmm, you look too regal for just Pat... Henry? No... Spot- you don't got any spots. Nicholas!... No, that's too long." Gus didn't looked thrilled with any of them, instead peering up at Gaves in an expecting manner. The tiny ball of fur finally sneezed again, Gaves helplessly snickering at him. "That's adorable." Gaves failed to see the obvious medical problems with the ordeal. "How's about... Gus? You like Gus?" Gus hated Gus, and his look reflected that of a fat lord who had just been offered something disgusting. Maybe that was the way he said he was happy, Gaves thought. "Gus it is, then!" Gaves already made up his mind, always smirking whenever the cat would give a disappointed look at the mention of h is name, as if he knew how simple it was.

The days went on, and Gaves went crazy for Gus, the now large cat always offering a sympathetic look of boredom whenever Gaves spoke to him. Still, the two of them didn't always see eye to eye, Gaves was convinced that the cat was trying to upset the order of the house; whether it be knocking things over, tearing up his couch, or tripping Gaves up in the middle of the night. For the most part, however, things were great, enough for Gaves to trust the cat as his confidant, often telling him secrets. It was a silly thing, but it helped the man whenever he needed an unsympathetic face to talk to. Even with Miersae moving in with him, and Gus suddenly deciding that -she- was far kinder than him, Gaves still loved the big, fluffy cat. The way he curled up beside him whenever he slept, or the funny way he looked whenever he was chasing something around the house. How willing he was to just be picked up, regardless of time of day. His pained look never failed, but he never resisted. For as arrogant as the cat looked Gus still came over to Gaves whenever he was in a crisis; letting his emotions out in the privacy of his home. The fat lord always comforted his serf with a look that said 'I think you to be a suitable servant, far better than most who have served me.' The looks the cat gave always helped.

Gaves blinked again, and was returned to the present. Gus and I, he thought. Sighing, he stretched out his hand, scratching the cat's neck. On queue the beast started to purr. "Well, you ain't too bad." The now bard mumbled. He would do just fine until Miersae came back. Setting the bottle down, he then picked up the cat, who roared into a purr. Setting Gus on his lap, Gaves leaned back on the couch, and started to fall asleep; the fireplace before them warming them up like it did all those nights ago.

[its-cullenminating]

A Crash Course In Apologies

Hey! Here’s my entry for DaiharuWeek2017 -- sorry it’s late, and not from any prompt, but I’ve been working on it for a while at this point and what better time to post it, right?

Anyways, you can read the rest of my works here or here. Thanks, and enjoy!

By Arceus, he missed Hoenn.

The islands, the moody storms, the smell of the tropical sea that’s so different from Johto’s grey, industrial spray. Johto was fascinating, by all means -- the Ice Path in particular, but it’s not Steven’s home. He went to learn, to study, and with three separate college-ruled notebooks filled cover to cover with smudged ink and diagrams, pages warped with highlighters and stuffed with pamphlets, he’s more than ready to return with his findings and add his new specimens to his collection.

There’s just one problem -- he went to Johto on an impulse. Something about being alive in the region he almost lost made him need to go, and he left overnight with only a note left in his home and an email to his father as warning. He’s been gone for eight months.

He’d given May his house key as a gift of trust -- much like with many of his other gifts, he can’t say why he’d done it, just that it had seemed right at the time. He hopes that she had gone to visit, despite the guilt that weighs in his stomach at the thought, and that she’d kept the Beldum.

May Maple is going kill him when she sees him.

He doesn’t know whether or not to be eager despite that fact.

His plane lands in Lilycove, tourist destination that it is, letting the lead in his chest sink below the asphalt. As much as he wants to enjoy those first breaths of familiar Hoenn air they’re shaky. Despite himself, he wants to get on the return flight to Johto. At least there, he wouldn’t have to crunch Devon Corps’ numbers.

“It’s about time you showed up,” Wallace says outside the airport, a hand on his hips and eyes alight. “It was getting pretty boring without you, Stone.”

Steven flashes him a small smile. “And here I thought I wasn’t much for company. Something about the mysteries of accounting being lost on you, if I remember right.”

“I don’t recall ever saying such a thing! The wonders of numbers are all my soul craves, Steven. Equations are what I live for!” his friend cries, throwing one dramatic arm over his eyes even as his face breaks into a cheek-splitting grin.

Steven laughs for the first time in a long while. The knot in his stomach loosens the smallest bit, and he breaths a little easier. “Well, I’ll have to remember that next time we go to dinner. There’ll be plenty to go around, what with all the work I have to catch up on.”

“Not our fault you flew yourself halfway across the globe on nothing but a night's notice.” Wallace shrugs, smile fading to a more serious expression. “What did you expect?”

“Exactly what I’m getting. Look, I know it wasn’t the smartest thing to do--”

“Oh, you can say that again--”

“But we almost died! Wallace, we almost -- I almost died. That meteor, Deoxys and Rayquaza, they could have killed everyone. Destroyed the world! I could have died without seeing,” he throws his arm back towards the airport, to the plane taking off to Arceus-knows-where, “anywhere else!”

Wallace crosses his arms, fingers tapping an irritated rhythm on his bangles. “You’ve been to other places. Just a couple years ago, there was that conference in Unova, and before that you went to Indigo Plateau --”

“That’s just it, though. Business. That’s not seeing the country. If I have specimens from another country, they’re either gifts or from the web. I wanted to see more than a glimpse from a skyscraper.”

There’s a long silence, punctuated only with the bustle of people around them and the irritated tapping of Wallace’s fingers on his arms. Under the weight of his friend’s glare, Steven lowers his own to find a shiny, if otherwise nondescript, rock on the asphalt. Iron pyrite inclusions, perhaps.

“I just wanted to live for a minute,” he finally says, hoping the remorse in his chest comes through in his tone. “I’m sorry.”

A weight settles on his shoulder, followed by a low chuckle.

“You’re an idiot, Steven Stone. A human calculator and a geology buff the likes of which the world has never seen, yes, but you, my friend, are a dunce.”

Steven squeezes his eyes shut, wishing he’d never left the Ruins of Alph. As much as he expected this, and as much as he knows he deserves it, by Mew’s teeth it still stings.

“And not because I don’t forgive you --” Steven’s eyes snap up to Wallace’s face and he’s wearing that smarmy smirk of his, one eyebrow cocked and his other hand resting on his hip. “Oh no, I did a long time ago -- but because you forgot one crucial detail.”

Everything in Steven’s body freezes; he doesn’t move, doesn’t breathe, doesn’t even think.

The smirk on his best friend’s face widens almost maliciously and Steven’s gut twists with anxiety.

“May doesn’t know you’re home yet.”

“I did you a favor, you know,” Wallace chirps as the two walk through Ever Grande an hour later. There’s a spring in his friend’s step so big it’s suspicious, and Steven can’t seem to shake the sense of impending doom that’s settled over him since Lilycove.

“And what would that be?”

“Thought it would be obvious. Johto really didn’t test your observational skills, did it?”

Steven sighs once, then again at Wallace’s laughter.

“Don’t be so glum, Stone!” he says, elbowing Steven in the ribs. “It’s more fun this way.”

“I’m sure you’ll all have an absolute riot at my funeral.”

“Drama always was your specialty. She’ll be happy to see you, stop worrying.”

“She’d probably be happier if you told her I was coming, Wallace.” Steven rolls his eyes at his friends’ wicked cackling and sends a prayer to whatever Legendary’s looking his way -- with his luck, probably none, but he has to try -- that this isn’t going to end in complete catastrophe.

They continue walking at a decent clip, but even though it’s only a couple blocks it feels like forever. What’s she going to do when she sees him? Hug him? Cry? Scream? She’s entitled to it, but if May is one thing it’s unpredictable. When he’d gone to Johto he’d hoped to learn more about her, where she came from and how she operates, but instead of going one step forwards he’d gone two backwards; there’s a part of her Hoenn carved, and the strange mix of the two cultures makes everything she does come out of left field.

In a world of numbers and patterns, where the days blend in without end, her unpredictability is addicting. Thing is, he doesn’t even know if she’s still going to want him around after his disappearing act.

He wipes his sweaty palms on his pants and hopes she will. Hopes for more than that, really, but by Arceus, if she’ll take him at all he’ll be happy. For the rest of his days, he’ll be happy.

Please, don’t let me have ruined everything, he thinks. Let me fix this.

“Steven?”

He snaps out of his trance, stare whipping up from the sidewalk to look at Wallace, who’s almost half a block behind him, one foot on the doorstep of a small white house, expression one of amused exasperation.

“You have an issue with the sidewalk?”

Steven shakes his head and speed-walks back to his friend, fighting the anxiety rising in his gut. Once Wallace rings that doorbell, there’s no going back, no way out.

His fight or flight instinct kicks into high gear and he almost books it back down the road, back to Johto, anywhere else but here, but then, before Wallace can knock, before he can even move --

The door slams open. There’s a shout, then another, Wallace is a blur of turquoise and white and Steven hits the ground. Hard.

On top of him is either a dumbbell the size of Kanto, or a Beldum. Two-hundred-odd pounds of excited, sentient metal, sitting on his chest like a Lillipup and making a high pitched ringing. Granted, the Pokemon is taking just enough of it’s weight off of him to keep his ribs from breaking as he squirms beneath it, but it’s going to leave a nasty bruise come morning.

“Ferrous!”

The Beldum immediately changes tune, and even though it can’t do much in the way of expressing emotion the low, apologetic note it hums out vibrates through his chest.

“What,” says a disgruntled-sounding May, “have I told you about jumping people at the door? You’re not a guard dog -- no, I don’t care who it is! You’re going to hurt someone.”

“I’m pretty sure your little pal just ruined my best suit,” Wallace mutters from the lawn. “I’m never going to get these grass stains out.”

The Beldum hovers off of Steven’s chest, still humming the apology as it floats to it’s trainer. Steven props up on an elbow, prodding his ribs with his other hand to make sure there isn’t any swelling while Wallace rights himself and May quietly scolds the Beldum he gave her. It’s normal, for a second, and he almost forgets he was gone before the reality of the situation hits him like a sack of bricks. He continues poking his chest long after May has fallen silent, and he can’t move through her glare.

When all is said and done, and Wallace has helped him up, nobody says anything. The Beldum hovers near May’s leg, Wallace picks at his suit and mutters under his breath, and Steven tries very hard to dissolve into air. In Johto, he imagined a hundred different ways this could go, how he could fix it -- apologies, gifts, anything, but now that he’s here...

There’s just nothing to say.

Wallace -- beautiful friend that he is -- is the one to break the silence.

“I feel like the front lawn isn’t the place for a battle of wills,” he says, flicking a ruffled turquoise lock out of his face. “Steven’s already publicly lost once. I don’t think his pride could handle another round.”

May’s gaze doesn’t break from Steven’s face; it’s hard and appraising, the same unrelenting grey of Johto’s sea. “Not until I get an explanation.”

“You should probably do that inside. I would stay, but I am a terrible third wheel. That, and I think I may have to replace my pants -- my ass is bright green.”  

When she looks away to give Wallace a once-over and have a laugh at his expense, he takes a few deep breaths. His organs feel like they’re in a vacuum, collapsing under the pressure of his own emotion. He runs a hand through his hair, wincing at a bruise forming on the back of his head. He’s lucky, he supposes, that May hasn’t evolved the Beldum yet. If it had been a Metang, or even worse, a Metagross, he’d be a couple ribs short at least.

“You coming in? Or are you planning on standing there until you take root?” May snaps, breaking him out of his thoughts.

“I -- oh, well -- yeah,” Steven manages, and follows her inside. Wallace shouts a farewell and he gives his friend a short wave, but keeps his eyes on the light brown hardwood as she closes the door behind him and leads him into the living room.

It’s a simple space, with a dark brown overstuffed loveseat and two chairs to match, a small tv tucked into the corner, and a couple bookshelves lining the walls between windows. Knick-knacks and picture frames fill the spaces not occupied by well-worn novels. Nothing too expensive, but not entirely thrift-store chic like she was when they first met. And this small, brightly lit, comfortable room feels more like May than her younger, shabbier self ever did.

“Make yourself comfortable, I guess,” she says, gesturing to the seats.

Steven perches on the edge of the loveseat, hands folded and back ramrod straight. The couch is a tad too short for him, and his knees stick up just enough to make him feel like a teenager, all limbs and no grace. It doesn’t help that the Beldum settles next to him, excited and humming. May nods, satisfied, and turns towards the kitchen.

“Water or tea?”

“Water’s fine, thanks.”

“Yeah.”

The room feels different without May filling the empty spaces. When he left, she was still living with her parents in Petalburg, and nothing ever really felt her own. This space is teaching him more about her than their Championship battle, or her victory against the legendary pokemon did. A pokemon battle can teach him about will, courage, teamwork, the like. An educating experience, to be sure, but he never knew that she’s fond of sky blue, or that her favorite genre is, by the sheer number of books, sci-fi. Small things, yes, but damn if it doesn’t make him --

“Sorry, filter’s out. I hope tap is fine,” May says as she turns the corner from the kitchen proper. “Martin got a bit overexcited last week and flooded half the kitchen. I had to get the pipes fixed.”

Her Swampert, Martin, chirps from somewhere upstairs, a distinct throaty sound he remembers well.

May glances upstairs, an exasperated grin curving her lips for the first time since he arrived. “He’s not supposed to be upstairs.”

Steven takes the glass she offers, returning her grin with an awkward one of his own. She holds the smile for a second and if he didn’t know May’s nature as he does he would’ve thought everything is fine, but she sobers as she sits, legs crossed and eyes turning hard. The knot in his stomach tightens under her stare, threatening nausea.

There’s a long silence, punctuated by the occasional tap of a fingernail on May’s untouched cup and Steven’s small sips.

The silence wears thin as May waits for answer Steven doesn’t know how to give.

Thinner as Steven’s glass slowly empties, as the Beldum gets bored with the inattention and bobs away with a heavy hum.

Steven flinches when May speaks -- I should have spoken first, he thinks. Guilt blossoms in his chest and he stares at the small film of water in the bottom of his cup.

“I’m feeling there’s something you need to get off your chest,” she huffs. “I suggest you start. Now.”

Steven sighs, sets his glass on an end table and cards a shaking hand through his hair. One of the few perks of growing up as a businessman is learning to internalize everything -- casual, calming gestures that put both yourself and an upset opposite party at ease are practiced, facial features are schooled, and voices remain neutral. Good to utilize, when one’s head is clear and negotiations are on the table.

Bad, when one is actually trying to connect with someone. Someone that’s not as easy as Wallace, who will always be there. Someone who might not forgive him, no matter what he says or how he says it.

“I’m not sure what to say.” His voice is calm, steady despite the anxiety rising into his throat. “I don’t know how to make this better.”

“You could start with an apology.”

He steals a glance at her to find those beautiful grey eyes of hers still stormy with anger and confusion, and locked on him. The humor that was almost in her words didn’t make it onto her face.

“Right. I’m sorry, then. I wish that I had gone about it better, and I’m sorry that I hurt you.” It's awkward and harder than it should be to say, but her eyes soften the smallest bit.

May nods. “That’s a start. Now,” she says, leaning forwards, elbows on her knees and hands clasped between them. “What the fuck?”

He almost laughs at her tone, but something says that if he does she’ll deck him.

“I…” He takes a deep breath, hunches inwards for a second, pinches the bridge of his nose. “I had to.”

“Had to what?” she snaps. Her voice is hot, and she’s no longer Johto’s frigid spray but a hurricane brewing in Hoenn’s waters. That softness that was in her eyes a moment ago has been blown away in her storm, been crushed to dust in her sudden anger. This is the trainer that fought Groudon tooth and nail, that punched Maxie in the face, that won the Championship of a region she wasn’t native to. “What, in the name of the Burned fucking Tower, did you have to do?”

“Leave!” It explodes out of him in a fire to equal hers. “I had to go! I almost --”

The room is a dead kind of silent when he cuts himself off. Tension damn near sparks off the both of them -- he’s surprised that the arm of her chair doesn’t tear from how hard she’s gripping it.

“I almost died,” he says, and it’s almost a whisper. All the fire leaves him as quickly as it came, leaving him exhausted, defeated. “Me, you, everyone. We all almost… died.”

May stares, mouth agape, startled at his outburst -- he doesn’t think she’s ever seen him this way, angry and desperate and lost. He can tell she doesn’t know what to do with it.

“You mean Rayquaza? That debacle?”

“Yes. That debacle,” he sighs.

She finally, finally, looks away. He watches her eyes flit over the room: the ceiling, the walls, the pictures on her bookshelves, anywhere but him.

“I didn’t want the world to become a giant ball of fire before I’d seen it,” Steven whispers, dropping his own stare to his hands. Rough, after so many months of digging and sifting, but strong and long-fingered. Like they were meant to play an instrument, at one point, but Steven’s path in life had built callouses in all the wrong spots.

“It was a spur of the moment decision, I know, and not a smart one, or very well thought out, but there are some things you just have to do, you know?”

“I didn’t know it affected you that much,” she says, voice quiet and free of heat. “I never really considered it. I mean, you’re -- well, you. You bounced back so easily after the Elemental Incident, I just thought…”

He chuckles then, shakes his head and twirls his thumbs. “Me, too. Instead, it took about two hours before I had a panic attack, scribbled out a note, threw a Beldum on the counter and sprinted out the door on the phone scheduling the closest flight to Johto. I didn’t send Devon Corps a notice until I was at the airport, and Wallace didn’t find out until I was already there. Those first couple days weren’t very fun. I forgot to pack anything in my rush to get out the door.”

“That bad, huh? I know how it is. After Groudon, I didn’t get out of bed for a week. Couldn’t stop shaking, nightmares every day -- my parents were pissed. It made dealing with Rayquaza easier, though. What’s one more Legendary pokemon, right?”

“You,” he says with a small, hopeful grin, “are one of only two people I’ve ever met that can say that.”

“Guess life-risking escapades aren’t for everyone.” She shrugs, returning his fading smile with a half-hearted one of her own.

“A near miss with a meteorite is apparently where I draw the line, if it makes you feel better.”

She laughs, that kind of surprised bubbly sound that warms his bones to hear. It’s been so rare since May fought Groudon. “It does. Makes my reactions seem a bit tamer in comparison.”

“I’m sorry,” he says again, after the mirth has faded a bit from them both. “I should have told you, or given more notice, or something --”

“A phone call would have been nice.”

He frowns, twists the rings on his fingers. “I didn’t know what to say, to be honest. I didn’t even know if you’d want to talk to me at all after you found out I was gone.”

“Of course I wanted to talk to you!” she says, affronted. “I was worried sick, Steven! I love Ferrous, but he’s not your replacement. We -- I -- missed you.”

It’s his turn now to gape at her, eyebrows somewhere near his hairline and jaw sitting on the floor. He half expects his old etiquette instructor to snap his mouth shut with her ruler.

May isn’t Wallace -- Wallace is easy. When he says he missed Steven, it was friendly -- if a tad embittered -- and relaxed Steven. Let him know he was wanted, that his absence was noticed and unpleasant. May, on the other hand, is the one person that can knock eloquent and prepared Steven Stone, heir of Devon Corps., completely speechless. Because when she says she missed him, that she was worried --

He swears he hears what he feels, and by Arceus above, his heart misses a beat.

“Just…” she heaves, turning away from his stare even as her cheeks turn as red as her old tank top, “don’t do that to me again. We need you here, Champion or not.”

“I promise.”

She nods and he flashes a half-grin. The daylight outside has faded to brilliant, seaside orange. She follows his eyes and stands when she sees the sky.

“Come on. It’s been awhile since you’ve seen a proper Hoenn sunset.”

He follows her out the door and onto her doorstep. Behind them, Ferrous the Beldum hums happily, and nudges its way in between their legs. They can see the ocean horizon from her front door, and he can breathe.

In silence, shoulders pressed together, alone in all the world ignoring them, they watch the sun sink behind Hoenn’s ocean.

“I’m sorry I snapped at you,” May murmurs, placing her head on his shoulder.

“It’s okay.” His voice is just as soft as hers despite the heat in his stomach. He could fly, right now, could reach the stars appearing in the sky, but instead he just leans his cheek on her hair, takes in the texture and the faint smell of mago berries as an arm loops around her shoulders. “I would have snapped at me too. I was being...”

“An ass?”

He snorts, smiling into her hair. “That’s one way to put it,,” he says.

The sun’s almost sunk below the horizon when she speaks again, hesitant and careful.

“You promise that you won’t leave like that again?”

He pulls away to look at her face, at the caution and almost childish hurt written in the furrow of her brow and the purse of her lips. Once bitten, twice shy it seems.

“Here.” He holds up a hand to her, pinky finger extended from a fist. “Pinky swear.”

The grin that splits her face is blinding and relieved, full of something he doesn’t dare to name. She grips his pinky with hers and moves their hands up and down handshake style. “Pinky swear.”

“And so mote it be,” he rumbles, voice down as low as it can go, head bowed as if in prayer, ruining the effect on purpose with a shit-eating grin.

She laughs then, and pulls him back to her side, tangling their hands together in the process. Her head returns to its previous perch on his shoulder, and in content quiet, with only the sound of the ocean and the curious ringing of Ferrous as it examines something in the yard, they stare at the sky and the moon, reveling in the cool sea breeze.

She squeezes his hand almost hard enough to hurt and heaves a content, heavy sigh.

“I’m glad you came home, Steven.”

Something warm and bright and filling him like helium replaces that knot in his stomach. He clutches May’s hand, runs a thumb over her knuckles and watches her face turn splotchy in the yellow of the porch light. He missed her, by Arceus and Mew and every Legendary of every pantheon, he had missed her.

“Me, too.”

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