#To be fair to them they wouldn't actually say I'm faking. I just infer that and feel bad.

[ante--meridiem]

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#Slightly continued from last personal complaints post #Fun double bind where if I show autistic symptoms in front of my parents now they'll be like #'you didn't do that before you had a diagnosis so you must be faking/making excuses' #(nope i just didn't know why i was sometimes like that and so felt the need to hide) #But if I don't it's like 'yes you're autistic but not REALLY autistic' #(thing they have said) #'so we'll just keep reacting to you as if you're neurotypical' #*proceed to interrogate me on what's wrong when what's wrong is I have sensory overload and need to not have people #talk to and interact with me at the moment* #Anyway #Personal #Whining #To be fair to them they wouldn't actually say I'm faking. I just infer that and feel bad.