#WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON PARTICIPATION SHOULDNT THAT BE A LITTLE BONUS OR SMTH? ALSO WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON WETHER OR NOT WE TALK WITH OUR

[feeling-kinda-sad-ngl]

ok so if i stay up doing hw rn, i might be able to take a nap before school starts, nvm i have to shower too

ok so then i can just sleep after school

#I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH WHY DOES IT TAKE UP SO MUCH OF MY DAY ID RATHER DO MORE 16 HOUR SHIFTS DURING THE WEEK THAN HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL THAT #LONG LIKE WHO DECIDED I HAD TO BE THERE FOR ALMOST 8 HOURS SITTING AT A DESK WITH NOT ONLY NEW INFO BEING THROWN AT ME BUT ALSO BEING #EXPECTED TO INTERACT WITH SO MANY PEOPLE AND NOT HAVE AIR CONDITIONING AND I HAVE TO DO THIS 5 DAYS A WEEK??? FOR THE NEXT 9 ISH MONTHS??? #WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON PARTICIPATION SHOULDNT THAT BE A LITTLE BONUS OR SMTH? ALSO WHY DO WE GET GRADED ON WETHER OR NOT WE TALK WITH OUR #CLASSMATES?? #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MATH OR ENGLISH OH MY GOD I HATE ENGLISH CLASS SO MUCH AND SNFNEND #ok so last year i chose the higher level course for math but then i thought my counselor changed it to standard level after i told him abt #it BUT THIS YEAR i show up to the first day and yk we do ice breaker activities which is ew EXCEPT I WAS SAT WITH PPL I KNOW FROM #ELEMENTARY and theyre actually pretty easy to talk to so i was like wow nice i might actually like math this year AND THEN I SHOW UP THE #NEXT DAY AND HE HAS A SLIDE SHOW THATS LIKE Welcome to HL Math Applications! #so yeah. theres that little problem but imma put up with it and hope for the best bc maybe ill actually get this teachers way of teaching #and i like the ppl i sit with #and i dont wanna have to move my whole schedule around just to switch levels #wow. if you read this far i applaud you ty >3 #i totally did that backward i meant <3 #des vents