#WRONG bc now my computer isn’t charger and w how bad it’s been acting up lately it’s either one of two things:

[teruthecreator]

nooooo no it’s great no personally i LOVE when things just stop fucking working -__-

#in neg city #it’s literally like one thing after another with me nowadays #like first i have to bend over backwards to get a suit #which ends up being something that i don’t even think my sister LIKES bc i facetimed her abt it today and she sound so unenthusiastic #it made me wanna hang up the phone and just not go to the fucking wedding #but it’s like yay don’t have to worry about spending money on that now right? #WRONG bc now my computer isn’t charger and w how bad it’s been acting up lately it’s either one of two things: #either it’s the charger (which i’ve already ordered a new one which i won’t get until friday) OR the computer won’t take a charge anymore #either way that’s money i’m spending and if it’s the second one then i’m really fucked bc i was hoping to have another money of income #or cushion making that purchase bc like. i need a computer to get through my days it’s necessary #so if it just craps out now then it’s like i gotta get a new one NOW instead of waiting until long after the wedding #not to mention there’s the hair stylist and makeup artist for the wedding itself #plus my haircut #plus my ebt hasnt been filled yet AT ALL THIS MONTH #so really i’m just constantly stressing myself out with money and rlly it just never fucking ends does jt #i’m so tired i just wanna be done with life if i’m being completely honest #the way i’m living now is kinda hell on earth #ugh. whatever. need to sleep