#Yknow it’s my friends 20th birthday and we only get to see each other maybe once or twice a month

[ghostickle]

My favorite game am I an asshole or do my friends just suck

#party was planned two months in advance so people would be able to call off work and plan around it #Yknow it’s my friends 20th birthday and we only get to see each other maybe once or twice a month #planned it so far ahead so any issues could be dealt with in advance #I’ve spent hundreds on food games and decorations #and now I’ve got one person who ditched last minute cause she doesn’t want to drive #so we offered a ride and she just complained about how shitty her life is and left #and I got another bitch who has just barely talked to me being really stand offish #like I did something wrong throwing my friend a birthday party #and they’re his partner but they never opposed before and they never do anything and I actually care about this friend #he’s actually been there for me I want to do something nice and fun for him #so stop being a bitch just buy him a present show the fuck up and enjoy what I’ve spent two months and all my money into #ghost rambles #I’m just pissed that they’re acting like this while I’m not working so I’m not making any money this week so I can bake them cake and snacks #and I spent all the money I did have making this perfect #AFTER I SPENT THE OTHER HALF OF MY MONEY GIVING THEM A FREE RIDE TO SEE MCR LIVE #just for the bitch to complain they don’t care about mcr #like fine then give me back the money for that $300 ticket and the $40 I gave you to buy merch #and I could’ve went to mcr alone I could’ve not done all this for them #use all the money I wasted on them to buy myself a birthday present in January cause god knows they won’t remember my birthday #they never have in the last 5 years I’ve known them #i just. i put in so much to give the people I care about these really cool experiences #and no one’s grateful no one cares #and I’m tired of people complaining or dropping out #i should just quit doing stuff like this from them put the money and work into myself #I’ve wanted to redo my room for ages and I always wanted to do a big shopping trip for clothes #I’d kill to go back to new york #i wanted to get a septum too but put the money into this instead #like maybe it’s not worth trying to include them when they’re always rude #and they leave me out of shit #fucking hell when I was in the psych ward they just abandoned me didn’t talk to me I had no contact to the outside