#ZAPPFIR 2020

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HALLOWEEN 

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Very often i was interested in halloween, i wanted to get to it, but i never bothered to do it. Mostly i saw it on the internet, but i often don’t really like the classic old-fashioned style. I decided to make a post in honor of halloween in my own style.

In general, i like occultism, especially associated with dark forces. I love witches, vampires and demons very much. But only if they are aesthetic. I can’t do without aesthetics.

I remember from my childhood i was interested in gothic, satanism, demons. Then after 4 years it was gone. And not very long ago, when i met my demon it came back. In general, i prefer the forces of light more, but the side of darkness is extraordinary in its own way, which attracts me to it. Perhaps this is my devilish part loves the dark forces and their aesthetics. Yet i believe that it is impossible to deny the wonderfulness of the dark side as well as to deny the wonderfulness of the white side. After all, it cannot be said that white is better than black. They are different and everyone chooses what he likes best.

Happy halloween to everyone! I will hardly be able to celebrate it, but let it succeed at least for you!

#HALLOWEEN #CYBERPUNK #ZAPPFIR #AKU #WITCH #GIRL #MYSTIQUE #ACID #NEON #VAMPIRE #NURSE #GOTHIC #TRIPPY #666 #NEONWITCHES #NEWWAVE #ZAPPFIR 2020

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WINTER  

This is a rather unusual time for me. In this season, everything slows down and shrinks, closes with ice, or clothes. Big cities do not sleep, but they kind of work in an economical mode. At this time, it is hard to force yourself to crawl out of a warm, comfortable bed or apartment onto a cold street. In our genes, there are still attitudes that we need to lie down more in winter, save energy, although we do not have a deficit in it. I would say that it is only in abundance. After all, now we have much more food and heat than before.

Until recently, i did not like winter. I hated the cold and was very lazy at this time. I slept a lot, my main activity was computer games. I really disliked winter due to the fact that it gets dark early and there is nothing to do outside in the cold, especially when there is no snow, which is especially common in my city. Quite often it is dirty and awful on the street. But still there are two pleasant and important things that i associate with winter. These are two gifts from the universe. The first is the idea of ​​"zappfir" in 2018. And the second - the meaning of life is right on new year’s eve of the transition to 2020. Thanks to them, i have been able to stay clean for a year now.

Remembering the days when zappfir was just being born i think about the images i saw. Perfect people who harmoniously combine: sports, intelligence, beauty, art, cybernetics and nature. Supreme humanz who are more perfect not only people, but also androids. I called them androids with souls. I wanted to be like them, but due to illness, i only went towards self-destruction.

1 january 2020 was a turning point in my life. From that day on, i not only took up rehab and stopped using, but also began to do sports and temper my spirit and body. I entered this winter as if with a new body, i became much more resilient, almost stopped feeling cold, my mind is clean and thinks consistently and steadily. I realized that the winter is not so bad. Now i even really like it. This invigorating cold, creaky snow, slow rhythm. I like even more to be fast and charged in this rhythm, when everyone is sleepy and tired. Morning awakening and freezing contrast shower do their job. I feel like i’m getting closer to those supreme humanz. Now i know that i didn’t like winter because of my weakness and laziness, and not because of what it is.

#ZИМА #WINTER #ZAPPFIR #NEWYEAR #420 #ACID #ZAPPFIR2020