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[foxgirlplushie]

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#this is not healthy for me #but i dont have an alternative #so im stuck forcing external motivation to make myself create content #and i know if i took a step back and took a break i would start creating naturally again #at least. i think #i need to spend less time on my phone at work i think thats the main issue #something something restraint collapae #i have that option now and so i overindulge and ruin everything #thats just the story of my life though isnt it #christ #tldr wanna write cant make myself write hate myself for it #and im sure other people are gettinf sicm of me asking for pokes to go write #abgdkaojabzjqjshhdko