#about that person shaoed hole im talking about siblings and a loving aunt/uncle :( i visited my dead aunts grave a lot

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#also how are older people even lucid and can notice time because i ate a red apple today and thought saint nicolas day was soon... #alsooooo feel like shit because theres so many people shaped holes i wont ever be able to fill because my family is so fucked up and unlovin #ALSO noticed fully that i wont ever ever be a kid again and i want to time travel and shake 12 year old me for a bit..... what a waste my #childhood has been :( #about that person shaoed hole im talking about siblings and a loving aunt/uncle :( i visited my dead aunts grave a lot #when i was in croatia :(( and my family lives in soooo may places its so sad i never see any of them -> we dont get along well #sham!s rambles