#admittedly she was. very biased. always a big johnny depp fan and raised me accordingly

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i'm gonna say something abt johnny depp & my mom and then i'm gonna go to sleep leave me alone

#so my parents had a terribly abusive relationship #i watched my dad kick my mom in her stomach until she threw up when i was like. 6 or smth #and like. that happened frequently as far as i know. i don't remember much else but i'm aware #and she's been very interested in this depp heard situation since it started #admittedly she was. very biased. always a big johnny depp fan and raised me accordingly #but i did take some steps back when it first came out. i saw people say the situation seemed Sus very early on #and so i was mostly neutral. i hate to admit it nowadays but i was leaning amber at the time ya know #but i wasn't taking a Super Hard Stance bc of the Sus things. i wanted to see how it would end up going and all #and look at THIS now huh #my mom feels very vindicated #and sometimes when we talk abt it she says #even IF he Did hit her or push her or whatever sometime #she wouldn't blame him #after everything that has been basically confirmed that she put him thru #mom almost hopes he hurt her back in some way #and i agree that it's just. understandable if you end up lashing out after being abused for a long time #like. sorry if that makes me lose my feminist card or whatever but i hope he beats the shit out of her ackshually xx #my mom. she tried to stab . dad at some point. cops have been called to stay around the house almost bc the families were worried that #she'd snap and kill him jandnsjfjs like #of course there's cops bc dad has been beating her up for years. but also it got to a point where mom was ready to kill him #and like. are you gonna blame her. of course not. of course you're not gonna blame anyone in her position #of course she hopes to get some catharsis thru johnny depp maybe did smash a door against her head or whatever after all #me too i hope he hurt her at least once or twice i hope at least one of the bullshit lies she's been spitting out is true #i hope she experienced pain 💜 and i hope she experiences more in the future 💜💜 #also. the people who are so intensely refusing to accept that the woman in the relationship just Might be abusive. #do you realize you're taking /feminism/ so far you're actually just doing a u-turn and going back to medieval idealization of women #like we're going all the way back to the angelic can-do-no-wrong women on these insane pedestals that do not exist #and didn't we agree those are bad too? #like. women can be fucking assholes. women can be dangerous. women can be abusive. even to men. fuck off with that. wake up #oh nay