#after John's dead; they get hit by a light spear that kills Grimm (the shadow demon)

[kazik-izakk]

Chapter 20!!!

TW: Heavy graphic violence (Vivisection), Cannibalism, Transphobia (Deadnaming, misgendering), Sexual abuse mention, PTSD symptoms (Mania, dissociation)

DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT!!! (Summary in tags if you’re squeamish!!!)

#wchb #what could have been if only in our dreams #chapter 20 #tw: graphic violence #tw vivisection #tw cannibalism #tw transphobia #tw deadnaming #tw misgendering #tw csa mention #tw ptsd #tw mania #tw dissociation #dead dove do not eat #I will not be reblogging this like I did last chapter; the tw's are rough #please stay safe reading! #for those who are squeamish; here's the summery #Matthew and John fight #Matthew gets revenge on him while also summoning a dragon and a wolf to themself and that changes their eyes from purple to black #after John's dead; they get hit by a light spear that kills Grimm (the shadow demon) #That's the jist #HEED THE TW #ao3 author #ao3 #ao3 story #trans author #author has ptsd that sometimes manifests as violent thoughts #author has wanted to act on those thoughts #this chapter is basically a vent #author has been through the same abuse mc suffered