#ahhhh idk why im thinking abt traveling now when im busy being in pain

[silenthillbunni]

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#i dont know if i'll ever be able to travel #bc of money (i've never been able to afford it) nd even if i have a job someday nd can save up... #im not sure i'll have someone to go with. i can imagine going to like germany or norway on my own but not places further away #also like my anxiety... idk if i'll be able to w that. im so scared of flights nd airports lol #but ummm.. since i dont live in la la land im v aware that we are killing the earth at a rapid speed. thats real nd true #idk if im gnna have time to get a job nd save up before everything comes crashes down #i would love to at least travel to japan once! i rlly want that. also taiwan. vietnam. thailand. south korea... #idk why it's those countries so close to eo but i just rlly want to visit those countries. also the philippines (1/2 l's lol?) #ahhhh idk why im thinking abt traveling now when im busy being in pain #maybe it's bc one book im reading a woman nd her mom is on a trip to japan. nd im watching vlogs skksks #ughhh i hope i'll one day have the ability to at least travel once #japan is my dream trip T-T