#ahhhhhhh i'm at loss of words

[federalblu-britishmarksman]

The news is all over her radar . He is . . Dead . It is unbelievable at first , and she woudn't trust any sources . All she did replied to them was ' that wasn't true . He promised to come back soon . ' - - because she has a news to tell him . Even his investigator team couldn't convince her .

When they finally left her alone , all tension revolves tighten her chest . Tears and sobbing breaks down in silence . She wasn't completely prepared for what REALLY happened - - - - it's useless to wait anymore . Leaving the living room , she had dropped a black and white photo of a scanner on the floor . A photo of their unborn child .

- w

/I'm honestly at a loss with words after reading the ending there because AHHHHHHH

There could have been a Dad!Nathan! AHHHHH/

#sercnedcxd #(I knew you would send me this but I didn't expect the ending!)

[drakonovisny]

a few days late but here's some much deserved positivity for you!! i adore the design of lahlas i think they're very sweet looking and i love how much they lean into pink (the best colour, and one i think solas looks good beside coincidentally). it’s always great to see you on my personal dash or in the notes of this blog, i love how you engage w/ the fandoms your a part of, and on a personal note i cannot express how grateful i am when you like/rb my work!

Oh goodness thank you so much!!! You're too kind 🥺😭💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖

#the first thing i saw after waking up #you made my day ;_; ♡ #i honestly adore your writing #and seeing you here is always a delight #ahhhhhhh i'm at loss of words #thank you for the ask! #theharellan #ilyyyyyyyy ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[silentxxsoul]

5B Reaction dump (I have no witty title here I’m fucking exhausted from the last three days):

First, I have to word vomit more thoughts from my last post because I’m feeling some way about the promo.

I know from the promo that Buck and Lucy kiss and like, if it’s not a cheating storyline I’m fine with it. He’s spiraling in his own way, so I can see him reverting to sex/intimacy as a coping mechanism. Plus I think Lucy had the potential to be a fun character, and honestly with the loss of Maddie and Chimney, and Eddie moving to the new job (and considering Oliver talked about the character struggling with the change in an interview a while ago) he’s going to need a fresh ear to be a sounding board. They really could have a fun duo of being competitive and one-upping each other, and if there’s friends with benefits that lead to deeper convos and self discovery I’m all here for it.

HOWEVER I refuse to believe that Buck, with all the character growth we’ve seen, would go out for drinks with the team and make out with a coworker in the bar, with everyone around. While having a girlfriend. Clearly Hen knows something’s up by her looks in the car, so it wasn’t discreet. The character assassination for the sake of plot is always gong to be a hard no from me. Not only is it OOC, but cheating storylines are fucking awful and goes against what Buck is about. The kid didn’t even move on from Abby for MONTHS despite it being clear they were over and her telling him not to wait for her. I really, really hope BT had a breakup before this, and that this isn’t the “wrench”. There’s just so many ways to convey the spiral and self sabotage (and clearly the writers/SR read the fan fics so pick something from there, Tim) and I’m holding on to my last vestiges of hope that this isn’t a cheating arc.

Let him hit rock bottom, in fact I want that because I want him and Eddie to finally confront the compounding traumas, both individually and together. Because they’re so interwoven as friends (and my hopeless dream of Buddie) and they deserve to work through this.

Just not like that. I hated it with Hen and I still hate it now.

So, I’m suspending disbelief until the episode airs and the rest of this dumpster fire will be reaction to the actual episode.

(I'm not fine)

Seeing them back on screen ahhhhhhh ♥♥♥

Uh, hows the dude fucking alive? I'm dead seeing that

Bobby is so done with him and it's been two minutes lmao

Harry!!! Domestic Bathena!!! Give me all the fam scenes!!!

Bobby a gossip? Noooooo /s

YOU CANT COME OUT WITH SHIRTLESS EDDIE LIKE THAT I NEED TIME TO PREPARE

AND YOU CANT FOLLOW UP WITH THE CUTENESS OVERLOAD OF HIM AND CHRIS AT BREAKFAST

He's experimenting with cooking ? ? ? WITHOUT BUCK ?? Uh oh.

Also, the convos with May and Josh and Linda my heart ahhhhh

They're feeding us with this montage, even though we are watching the slow spiral I'm loving it. L O V I N G

Chris roasting Eddie marks my first bingo box and it's been five minutes lmao

"You need to move on, I have." My fucking soul. Oh my god, my soul hurts.

Even though I know what's coming next this sequence is giving me mad anxiety. I'm talking acid reflux and all. On the bright side I'm glad they're going back to the action rescues.

ooh, Eddie going into combat mode I'm digging this. You could literally see the flip switch in him, going from exhausted to 'in the zone'.

It's almost like a Buck v Eddie argument over who lives and who dies based on Eddies parents and the kids. Just spit balling here...

Yea, hella reckless yikes. She legit could have got them killed before he was even in the bed of the pickup.

You know, I didn't anticipate this Josh convo. Like, you weren't that upset by Claudette being an absolute bitch to May and doing the same thing?? Wtf dude.

Buck keeps checking her out, so I think I'm safe in my cheating arc assumption. Barf.

Eddie, bby don't withdraw

this is stuff straight out of fanfic but I'm still losing it :( Eddie needs a hug

I feel for Hen so much yall I can't wait for Maddie and Chim get back.

Babes I'm not ready to move on

I'm living for the Bathena scenes tho

See, I see him trying to back out and can't figure out how we got from A to B.

Yep. Fucking hate it.

Literally dozens of other options and instead we went here.

I guess the ride home with Hen makes sense because he's gonna need hella guidance here. She's going to tell him to come clean, he's going to keep it a secret. It's all gonna blow up terribly.

(also we probs know the reason for the MW twitter fiasco...)

AND THEN YOU KISSED BACK DUMB ASS

THANK YOU HEN

Wait Hen, no. You were supposed to be the voice of reason!!! DID YOU LEARN NOTHING?!

Honesty is the best policy, then cut to Eddie hiding his issues. Babes your tired, go to bed.

High key glad for the Chris convo though omgggggg

Oh its for sure the hoarder fella.

He's got the baggy eyes more prominently, but look at that hair

Wait he wants back, so Bobby's going to mandate therapy and boom breakdown era

This is really going to parallel the Lawsuit era huh

Ohhh fuck dude EDDIE NO

Taylor, I'm gonna throw up for him

Not the ILY before the 'intentionally hurt'. JFC dude she's really going to half ass move in, Maddie shows up in S3 and he leaves for the breakdown and then TK finds out the truth. Christ alive this is bad.

Bruh you can't even say love without tripping over it.

I hope you enjoy working with the chick you locked lips with Buck, it's going to be hella awkward.

Hen's face is MY face. What a cluster fuck.

#911 fox #911 fox spoilers #reaction dump #aka dumpster fire of words

[not-close-to-straight]

I'm at a loss again for words I just love this universe and then in general. PFFT peter is soooo done milking a goat, can't blame him. And ouf ya who wouldn't wanna watch a muscled man chop wood. I gotta ask what was your fave part of writing this chapter. Because honestly I can't choose a fave it rounded out so well.

I feel like I end up writing about someone chopping wood in almost all of my fics? Like it’s usually Steve but also, yes please to anyone chopping wood? Let’s get Valkyrie out there with those ridiculously pretty shoulders and sweating in the sunshine?? AHHHHHHH

My favorite part was probably post heat where Peter was like... glowing and adorable and Wade was literally just limp dicked and exhausted and complaining that Peter is slutty and bratty while trying to rally enough for half a boner every time Peter kissed him. I love that Wade put everything into heat with his mate to make sure Peter got whatever he needed and afterwards he’s so fucking tired but Peter is just happy and fulfilled and pretty because he’s been spoiled (ie: d*cked to within an inch of his life) for the past day? 

And then how Peter is talking about making their life better etc while Wade tries to pretend like everything is fine... I thought it really made it obvious just how in tune and selfless Peter is when it comes to his mate since we usually see Wade being the one who sees all/tries hard to be there for Peter. So while Wade has quite literally given every bit of himself to keep his mate happy, Peter is already thinking about their future and how he can make WADE happy and I love it. 

It seemed very in character for Spideypool in any verse, but especially in this one I think? Idk. I just thought it was sweet and funny in their own way??