#all learning in some way = faking it til you realise you've passed the point of making it

[diluc33rpm]

What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in? 2/3

someday. someday when we look back on it all, against the low tide of the collapsing world, the meteors will fall and extinguish us in a blazing fire and i'll have finally stopped whoring myself for anime men built with the consistency of saran wrap

#...don't think i have a particular answer for this #i mean. got plenty of bullshit ocd compulsions but that's less a lavender essential oils type thing so much as the mental illness luv #if i were to say anything here it'd be in the bent of 'thinking i know how to card count' or 'i understand chess' #sillier version of how i convince myself to obtain skills without throwing in the towel for not being a pro at them right away essentially. #all learning in some way = faking it til you realise you've passed the point of making it #find it's a lot quicker to ease off the pressure of picking up something new with the mentality of simply Random Bullshit Go #you'll sort shit out eventually but the messy sculpting phase isn't usually the time to carve yourself down - it's to focus on taking in #information to familiarise yourself with that uncharted territory. looking at the overall shape so to speak #and if you gotta be a little uncertain and scrape/scramble for a bit that's sth to be more alright with since it's kinda just how it goes #when you're trying to deal in something you don't know much about yet #so at least knowing how to lie to yourself in the right doses has a use. 💀 ??? or some shit like that #this got a lil derailed cause i wanted to make something out of the q even if i didnt have a proper answer so take with a grain as you will #just went off and monologued for a bit there