#all the exercises that are suggested are way too painful so i'm verryyyyyyyy stressed

[outahell]

writing is going to be pretty slow for a while ,  arm injury is a lot worse than i thought and i’m waiting to find out if i’m going to be given physiotherapy and it’s going to take months and fuckin months until i can properly use it again .

#⌜ / 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐔𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐒 › ooc #it doesn't hurt so much when i'm using the laptop but it's exhausting #need to break from typing every few words #doctor said after a few days i should be able to start being able to lift it again but it'll be 2 weeks tomorrow and i can't #so i'm reallllllly worried #it's my right arm and i'm right handed too #all the exercises that are suggested are way too painful so i'm verryyyyyyyy stressed #me all year: i'm so sick of being sick #me now: adds a torn shoulder muscle to the list beside fractured cheek and crohns disease and anxiety and ocd and intrusive thoughts and - #jfhkdjflghg #this is v negative i'm sorry :( #injury mention /