#almost killing a baby is pretty indefensible. like i get why neither of them just gave the baby to an adult

[todayisafridaynight]

extra thoughts but sawashiro hurts my heart so like. yeah we know his character is like sad and tragic but like. REALLY think about it and like let it set in i swear he makes me want to rip my hair out he was just a boy... wish him happiness w like. a Labrador or smthn i dont know dog breeds

i can't really. call sawashiro 100% innocent; the abuse he went through during his adolescence is definitely sad and undoubtedly contributes to his behavior now, but uhhh he still put a newborn baby in a locker LMAO?

sawashiro's agony is purely a product of his own actions. at the very least he's trying to rectify the damage he did, and that's definitely better than him not having any remorse at all

#snap chats #sawashiro's perpetual crime and punishment is my favorite thing ever its so evil #like he Justifiably feels this immense guilt for the stupid shit he did- like he very much should feel awful forever #do we comprehend. putting a baby in a locker. like i joke about it all the time but Truly Honestly #fortunately (or not LMAO) masato survived but he was ultimately left damaged for half his life #lest we neglect to note that masato's condition specifically bred that hatred in him that made him wack as hell so.. uh oops #literal domino effect moment Sawashiro And Ikumi Didn't Get Sex Ed -> Japan's Most Vulnerable Are Being Oppressed pipeline #a set of stupid actions ultimately tarnished someones life. masato sucks but he didnt do anything as a baby to deserve that #in any case the severity of sawashiro's actions and his guilt is so integral to his character and aoki's character honestly #of course he's going to do everything for aoki now- but as a result now aoki's spoiled on that servitude yk #and aoki will never know why sawashiro was that dedicated all he knows is that he can get whatever he wants from him #and of COURSE. NOW we have a bratty 42 y/o LOL #you cant really feel bad for him because the punishment fits the crime- hell some might say its not enough #almost killing a baby is pretty indefensible. like i get why neither of them just gave the baby to an adult #yk TRAUMA and undoubtedly having a general distrust towards adults will influence your actions like that #but to put it in a LOCKER. at the very least they couldve just left it in a basket or somewhere someone could see it #but they put. a baby. in a locker. where it was supposed to wither away like the thousands of other coin locker babies #at most it wouldve been great if the adults in sawashiro and ikumi's lives didn't fail them but.. that aint the timeline we live in #FORGIVE THE RAMBLE i just. love this aspect of sawashiro it's so funny to think about #despite it all he should get a dog tho. for my amusement