#also can we stop pretending to understand what ocd sufferers go through if we ourselves do not have ocd? please?

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Some days are sensory nightmares and the only solution is to wrap yourself in a blanket and watch the two towers without interruptions

#anyway this is what im thinking of doing today #been having fucked up vivid nightmares every night this week and ofc it's making my anxiety worse #so it's just constant rumination / feeling like i'm gonna sob / have a panic attack / agitation fucking etc... #also can we stop pretending to understand what ocd sufferers go through if we ourselves do not have ocd? please? #tired of my MIL saying 'that's just how everyone feels' or 'oh i get that too' like stop it stop it stop it no you do not #makes me look irrational as hell the second i behave in a way that she would not. #sick of Family Events if you can't tell. and having to interact with them every second of the day. their noise is constant #as are their invasive questions. leave. me. be.