#also goannas tags are correct

[sheisjustliketheweather]

I was tagged by @ streakofrainbow                                        

Name: Chantelle

Nicknames: I am called Chant by my two roommates but this is not a nickname used by anyone else.

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Height: 5ft.

Last thing I googled: Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2 Awesome Mix Two

Favourite Music Artist: ummm wow…. Help…. I can’t pick so I’m goanna pick several. Okay so. Florence and the Machine, Lana Del Rey, The Weeknd, Greenday, ummmm Childish Gambino

Song stuck in head right now: Brandy you're a Fine Girl - Looking Glass (someone just watched Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2)

Last Movie Watched: Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2

What am I wearing right now: Black tank top, black jeans, fuzzy socks.  

Why did I choose my url: I really was into Florence and the Machine in my high school years. I really connected to the song Landscape in particular. I was going through some pretty bad depression when I first heard it, connected to a lot if unresolved trauma from my childhood due to abuse. Here are some of the lines:  

She can't see the landscape anymore/ It's all painted in her grief/ All of her history etched out at her feet Now all of the landscape/ it's just an empty place/ Acres of longing, mountains of tenderness/

Cause she's just like the weather, can't hold her together/ Born from dark water, daughter of the rain and snow/ Cause it's burning through the bloodline/ it's cutting down the family tree/ Growing in the landscape, darling, in between you and me

She wants the silence but fears the solitude/ She wants to be alone and together with you/ So she ran to the lighthouse, hoped that it would help her see/ She saw that the lighthouse had been washed out to sea

It just really meant a lot to me at that time in my life.

Do I have any other blogs: no.

What did my last relationship teach me: Never been in a romantic one. I had a “thing” with a guy when I was 15 with my 17 year old friend. We really just made out (he tried to push for more).  It taught me to actually listen to myself, like if I am not okay with something I can say no. Years later I would look back an realize that I was pushing myself into a relationship in order to feel normal. I am ace but didn’t know that back them, so I felt like something had to be wrong with me. I pushed myself into this thing to “correct” that. So now when I find a person that I feel a connection with (if that happens) I’ll listen to my gut and wont try to force myself into things I don’t want to do.

Religious or Spiritual: neither.

Favourite Colour: Black…. Yes I know it is a shade, fight me.  

Average hours of sleep: who’s sleep? Never heard of her. Um like probably 6ish

Favourite characters: The entire cast of Brooklyn 99, Buffy from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Dizzy from The Get Down, Jason Todd aka Red Hood aka Robin from DC Comics/Batman, Death from the Sandman comics and Jughead from Archie also know as my aroace son  

How many blankets do you sleep with: two

Dream job: HA A JOB in this Economy!!!

Taggin @quaintthin @yuuko-the-dimension-witch

#personal #chantelle is a baka