#also i wld have relaized earleir if i forgot it i feel bc we stopped at a few places before getting home and i keep my tablet in my bag

[caruliaa]

so um. i cant find my pencil case anywere iv looked everywere in my room and the house i think i might have left it at school but idk and im really worried bc even though if i left is at school ill find it again its half term so its like a whole week before i can get it back again and even tho ik its jsut a pencil case i dont like being without smth like that even if its a small thing and its were all my sationary including my fucking stylus is and i wanted to draw this week and i also have art hw and jsut !! idk i ik its smth fucking small but its still freaking me out a lot and im getting upset over it a lot and auggh i hate thisi hate it sm

#also istg its not at school bci rememeber packing my bag in a rush bc i was excited to go home #it *almost* falling out me thinking close one and putting it back in #also i wld have relaized earleir if i forgot it i feel bc we stopped at a few places before getting home and i keep my tablet in my bag #right next to my pencil case and i wld have noticed if i forgot it i wld have seen it wasnt there and freaked out #and least it ihnk i wld have ??? idk idk idk #this whole thing is freaking me out sm i hate it its such a dumb thing that im getting so worked up over but here we are #i think iv looked my room thouroughly but maybe i didnt ill check again #just augh i fuckign hate everything sm. istg #flappy rambles