#also idk if im just cold or if its related to the vertigo

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Literally had to leave work because I got vertigo so bad I couldn't move my head without feeling like I was going to fall over, yet my stupid trauma brain keeps trying to tell me I'm fine actually and I'm just making it all up.

Then I move a little bit and the whole world slowly starts tilting to the side and my eyes refuse to focus.

#am i faking for attention? #fucking. gaslighting myself into thinking im making it up #i could be in the middle of a seizure and id probably still be like #also idk if im just cold or if its related to the vertigo #but ive got full body shivers #and my stupid eyelid keeps twitching #but thats been happening for weeks now so #chronic health tag #thats gonna be a new one i guess #fucking falling apart over here whoo