#also if i vaccum it then ill eventually have to clean the vaccum cleaner too. god i just hate it all i cannot.

[ikyw-t]

well well well in tonight's incredibly boring life update, i saw a spider moving very quickly in the downstairs bathroom whilst watching tv and by the time I got back with an appropriate weapon it had run to the corner so obviously my only recourse was to go upstairs and take an early shower but now i want to get a snack and also watch a movie and i can watch upstairs if i need to but it is so upsetting to me that it is still there. like bro this is a major disadvantage of being home alone it is so extremely uncool. literally will not be able to use that bathroom until it is killed. i have never known peace a day in my life

#at the top of list of things i am very paranoid and afraid is spiders. i dont love bugs in general #but it is smth that i cannot help thinking about constantly especially now that I've been home alone for weeks #i have been dreading this day. i killed a spider that was on the kitchen curtains which was actually 10x worse and uglier #and now i have simply been avoiding that corner of the kitchen. im not rly going that far out of my way. i doused it in bug killer #but it is so ugly i simply have not been able to muster the nerve to actually look at it again to vacuum it #also if i vaccum it then ill eventually have to clean the vaccum cleaner too. god i just hate it all i cannot. #like who can i hire to come take care of these two spiders. anybody. mutuals can you just let me know if youre in the area? #... yeah ik i have problems. yes ik. every day is a struggle man this is just the tip of the iceberg #but anyway when im no longer sick and my friends come over in like a week maybe ill ask them to take care of the one in the kitchen #on a scale of 1 to 10 is that super duper extremely weird? maybe like a 15. yeah. ok and? #i have some strengths but this is simply not one of them. they care about me they know me theyll help me out #anyway. like i said extremely boring life update. this has all been a way to delay going downstairs obviously. if you cant tell #i think im just gonna go douse the entire downstairs bathroom in bug spray. and then try to watch tv downstairs. yeah... ok. good talk #thanks for listening everyone. cheers. wish me luck