#and ACTUALLY FUCKING APOLOGIZE FOR HOW MUCH SHIT YOU DID TO ME AND MY FREINDS. before trying to talk shit about me.

[the-fiction-witch]

Apologizes P5

REAL LIFE: COUPLE: TBS X READER RATING: SMUTTY

I smiled getting my dress to sit nicely as I held my books and folder's looking at the college everywhere people free to do as they wished all wearing there own clothes and having there own style and confidence about themselves, I finally felt content that I could just do my work and blend into the background as I went to the classes I had today most of them just intros to the subjects I would actually be starting next week I sat in the common area with my papers organizing my schedule and such like "I figured I'd find you here" a voice smiled I looked up and saw... Thomas, stood with his usual messy blonde hair styled in that usually 50's flick, he had a shirt for some videogame and a leather jacket over it, his black skinny jeans tight to his legs, his red and white converses with neon orange and green laces his bag over his shoulder "hey y/n" "Hey Thomas" I smiled offering him the other chair at my table and he happily sat "So... How'd it go?" "Fine" I shrug "How did it go?" "Alright, I've somehow already got oil up my fingernails" "Your on intro day" I laughed "It's fine, I'll clean them when I get home" he shrugs "How was your holiday?" I asked as I honestly had seen him maybe four or five times since prom night his family went on holiday for the summer so I hadn't seen him much "Not bad, I got you a present" he says "You did?" "Of course I did, it's at home I'll bring it next I see you" he smiled "let me see" he asks looking at my now filled in schedule I let him see and he has a good read "great this will work" "For what?" "Your in same days as me so... I can pop and see you" he smiled "how did you do while I was gone anyway?" "I just read, that's all" "Your such a sweet little thing y/n" he smiled giving my head a kiss "You have got to be kidding me!" A voice laughed we both turned and I saw a familiar face... Daniel will his friends and Lindsey not Fram behind them "Thomas come on man tell me your not plowing the fucking manatee!  Come on, even your little three inch cock can do better then that, maybe after all this time Thomass a gay boy and just likes doing something that looks like a bloke" I felt awful, like it was my fault they where making fun of him "three inch Thomas's plowing y/n the manatee" he laughs But before I could even think straight Daniel was up against the stone pillar, his feet of the floor and Thomas holding him up by his shirt to be almost nose to nose with him "You think that's fucking funny!? Firstly Who I am or am not plowing is none of your fucking business, secondly how dare you call someone gay boy you homophobic price of shit, and lastly if you put a finger on  y/n I will personally see to it that your cock is rather suddenly separate from your body." Thomas told him sternly "and you call her manatee again, I'll break your fucking legs" he said as he dropped him back on the floor "come on y/n" he says sweetly to me helping me with my books "come on I'll take you home" "How?" "In my car" he laughs as we headed out to the student car park I was unsure but followed him anyway as we arrived at a little blue Corsa it was cute I kinda liked it, we both threw our stuff in the back seats and I sat in the passenger seat as he carefully drove off "they call you it again I want to know y/n, you tell me right away okay?" "You won't really break his legs will you?" "That depends" he shrugs as he drove "Don't break his legs Thomas" I laughed "Can I give him a black eye?' "Okay" "Can I break his jaw?" "No" "Can I break his teeth?" "Yes... But no more then four" "Can I cut his cock off?" "Maybe" I smiled "Yes! I am going to run with that maybe you know that right?" He laughs "I know" Eventually we arrived at my house the sky starting to get dark "thanks for taking me home" "Your welcome" "Thanks for giving Daniel a warning shot" "He had it coming" he shrugs "See you next week" I smiled "See ya," he smiled and I went to open the door "Uhhh before you go" he says "I was wondering if maybe you uhh pay a little gas since I took you home and all?' he smirked "Sorry Thomas my purse is inside I can if you'll wait a-" "I didn't mean actually money y/n' he laughs "Then what?" I asked very confused "I was thinking as I took you home maybe I'd get a... Kiss out of it?" "You can just ask Thomas" I smiled giving him a little kiss he happily kissed me back what I had planned to be an innocent peck became slowly but surely a teenage snog so much one hand left his wheel to hold my waist till I felt his hand slipp up and I pushed his hand away and moved as far from him as I could "Oh shit I'm sorry y/n!" He said realizing what he had done "it's just kinda a natural reaction when you make out with someone" "It's okay Thomas... I'm just, a little fragile with all that stuff" "Then I just have to be very careful" he smiled giving my hand a kiss I sat sorting out my handbag for today, I heard the rev of a car and soon enough.

BBEEPP BBEEPP BBEEPP BBEEPP!

It made me laugh, throwing my bag over my shoulder and going down locking the house behind me as I saw Thomas stood by his car

"Hey, sugar" He smirked

"Why did you drive? it's down the road" I laugh "I can literally see your house if I look down the road" I laughed "why Did you drive?"

"I like getting an excuse to drive" He shrugs holding my hand and pulling me close to him "Plus if I come to pick you up we can go for Mcdonalds?"

"Umm that might be nice" I shrug

"what about KFC sugar?"

"Deal" I smiled kissing him and getting in the car

"Thats My girl" He smirked as he got in the car with me "Come on let's go"

"Where's dan?" I asked as we pulled off in the car

"Our with mark till Six O'clock" he smirked "so... We have my bedroom to ourselves" He smirked, "Well Except Maggie and Oli..."

"Maggie and Oli?" I asked

"Ohh Me and dans Hamsters," he says

"Awww thats sweet" I smiled as we drove off to the Restaurant and got ourselves some food and I sat eating the yummy chicken as he drove home

"Pass me a chip" He begs

"No your driving" I laughed "You have to focus"

"Please y/n, Come on just one chip?"

"No Thomas, you have to drive"

"Come on y/n I'm not asking you for a Chicken leg just a chip" He complained "PPPllleeeeaaassseeeeee y/n"

"You can have one Popcorn chicken" I smiled pretty much feeding him it

"Ummm thank you" He smiled as he drove, it took a while to get to his house and once we got there he opened the door for me and lead me inside "Okay now be very quiet we don't want-"

"Thomas is that you!" a voice asks

"Yes" he answered as the little door by the staircase opened

"Ohhh Thomas who's this pretty girl?" the old woman asks

"My uhh My ummm My freind," he says

"freind? Well, she's a very beautiful Girl" she smiled "What's your name sweetie?"

"Her Names y/n Gran" He answered "were' going to my room, we don't want anything just leave us alone," He told me holding my hand and dragging me upstairs "I'm sorry y/n she likes getting involved," He says as he opened the door to the large room, with a huge bay window, there were two little single beds, a Tv with a bunch of game consoles and such under it and a hamster cage in the corner, we sat down on his bed and finished our chicken before he spoke up "So..." He smirked his fingers walking up to my thigh from my knee towards my -

"Don't!" I snapped pushing his hand away

"What's the matter y/n?" he asked

"Just uhhh just no," she says

"Are you okay? with... me?" he asked

"well... Mostly" I nodded

"Mostly?" he asked "Look if your not comfortable with doing anything I'm fine with that" he shrugs

"No, No its uhhh Maybe we can talk a little while more.."

"Sure, what uhh what about?"

"Can I uh ask you how far you went with Lindsey?"

"with Lindsey?" He asked "Well... We made out, she uhh let me feel her boob once"

"boob?" I asked "Just the one?"

"Yeah" He shrugs "her left one"

"Thats it?" I asked

"Well... she uhhh kinda gave me uhh I don't really know what to call it where she uhh you know" He blushed generally indicating down

"A Blowjob?" I asked

"Not really... I didn't Uhhh," He blushed "Finish?"

"Right" I nodded

"It was my birthday present" he smiled "Can I ask about you?" He asked, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to!"

"It's okay," I smiled holding his hand tightly "I'm not a virgin obviously and thats it"

"so you've just had ... in your?" He asked carefully "Nothing else?"

"Yeah, so"

"So... Would you let me?" he suggested

"if you wanted to" I shrugged

"You mean it?" he asked excitedly "But... given everything your fine with me doing that to you?"

"I guess so"

"But you're not okay with me touching your... place?"

"Not really"

"Then I'm not doing anything till your okay with me touching it" he smiled giving me a kiss "That goes for everything y/n"

"What about you?" I asked,

"what about me?"

"You'll want to do stuff?"

"But I'll wait till your okay with it," he says "Besides... I can always just, Take care of myself once you're gone"

"We could always do other stuff"

"Exactly" he smiled kissing me as we cuddled up in his bed "Can I uhhh... Maybe, Could I maybe Feel your boobs?"

"Okay" I smiled

"You mean it?" he asked "Both of them?"

"Yeah" I laughed

"Your sure?"

"Yes Thomas" I laughed and he smirked sitting up a little and looking at my chest

"Your sure?"

"Yes Thomas, it's fine" I laughed

"Okay" He blushed and before I could even blink both his hands were on my boobs one hand on each his face red with blush "whoa...

"Having fun there?" I laughed

"Your Boobs are a lot bigger than Lindsey's" he smirked, "Ohh my god they feel good..."

"Thomas! have you seen-" A voice asked as his bedroom door opened so Thomas quickly moved his hands away and throwing a blanket over his legs "Who's this?" the man asks as he stood in a suit

"This is y/n Dad. Can you please get out?" Thomas whines

"wheres your brother?"

"with mark"

"Leave your door open Thomas"

"Come on dad..."

"You're not having your bedroom door closes with your brother out and a girl in your room," his dad said before he went downstairs

"It's okay I need to get home anyway" I smiled

"Aww Really, Please y/n can't you stay a little longer?"

"I need to get home" I laughed giving him a kiss

"Alright, do you want me to pick you up on Monday for college?" he asks as we went down to his door

"that would be nice" I smiled

"Okay see you Monday" He smiled

"See you" I smiled giving his cheek a kiss and going off home. I stood outside the college hiding under the porch while I looked at my phone

"Hey! manatee!" A voice yelled I looked up and saw daniel just getting out his car "Come here" He smirked

"Fuck off daniel" I sighed

"What's your problem? Come on your ass is so fat your not gonna notice if I'm having a grope of it?" He smirked slapping my arse

"Hey! Leave me alone!" I yelled pushing him away

"Oh shut the fuck up manatee! just give me some sugar!" He smirked pulling me close to him

"Daniel Get off me!" I complained trying to push him away

"HEY!" A voice yelled "What the fuck is wrong with you!" as Daniel was pulled away from me "What the fuck did I tell you!" Thomas screamed

"What's it to you!" Daniel yelled

"Because that's my Girlfriend You fucker!" Thomas screamed punching Thomas in the face several times and throwing him back to his car "Now If I See you touch her again I'll send you through the windshield of your shit car!" He yelled a daniel got in his car and drove off "Come on y/n" he says holding my hand and taking me to his car we sat quietly the rain slowly starting on the windshield as hs drove the radio playing a gentle soft tune

"Thank you for protecting me Thomas" I smiled

"Awww, Your welcome y/n" he smiled at me "Hey? Your Birthday's coming up right?"

"Yeah" I shrug

"Any idea what kinda thing you might want for your birthday?" He asks

"You don't have to get me a present" I laughed

"No, come on it's your birthday I'm going to get you a present y/n"

"Thomas, Really you don't have to"

"Well I want to" He laughs "So?"

"Hadn't really thought about it" I shrug

"well, what did you ask your family for?"

"Money" I shrug

"Okay..." He said as we stopped at a traffic light "New dress? New shoes? Uhhhh makeup of some sort?" he suggested

"No thanks Thomas" I laughed

"See this is the problem when you have brothers you have no idea what girls like....uhhhh some sort of hair product? some fancy looking soap? Ooh those bath bombs with the weird names in the shop in the centre that has stuff that looks like food but isnt food?"

"You mean lush?" I asked

"Yeah the extremely overwhelming bath product shop that makes you feel like you walked into a farmers market and got punched by flowers" He explained "That they somehow decided to put next to a gregs in a shopping centre"

"Yeah always did seem like poor planning, your bath soap is gonna smell like sausage rolls and your pies are gonna taste like bath bombs" I laughed

"I have had so many sausage rolls that tasted like bath bombs from there" he laughed "Hey... How about we take a trip to that big shopping place? for your birthday. Then you can pick out something you want for your birthday?"

"Okay" I nodded

"Great, so... My place tonight? as dan's out.... but My dad is home"

"How about mine? my parents are out tonight?"

"Your place it is" He winked

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[wickedharrowing]

Does do the thing I’ve been avoiding (not outta spite but cause I be a wimp) mean like...apologizing at Gamzee? Can I just do that here? I know he still reads this shit sometimes. I’m kinna, too scared to do it all in person like.

I be sorry for actin like I understand your trauma, I realize now that I don’t. I can sympathize, because I been through shit too, but it be different. An I’m sorry for makin it seem like yours wasn’t some big deal or anything. I didn’t mean to do that. I’m sorry for all the shit I’ve done to make you feel uncomfortable with me. Truth is I really liked you for awhile there. You were cool to talk at an like, I dunno I felt like we were kinna makin freinds. An when you got all I dunno laughin at me for likin ya an shit I got kinna upset an instead of actin like an adult, which I is. I lashed out instead. That’s all excuses tho an I know that. I really am sorry for doin all that tho.

I’m sorry for tryinna get you to fight me. I dunno why I did that. Seemed like a good idea at the time? I ain’t gonna make excuses. I can’t explain it.

I’m sorry for anything I’ve said or posted that’s triggered your shit. I don’t do it on purpose I promise. I wouldn’t EVER say things I knew would fuck with a motherfucker’s mind. You might not know, but I have a real big problem with that kinna stuff.

I still be learning the right way to socialize an I apologize if my behavior has offended or hurt you in any way. I know I came on a little strong there in the past. I’m sorry for that. I kinna just like...want all us clowns to be safe an happy. Rose says it’s me “projecting” my desire to be saved onto other motherfuckers. I’m tryinna work on not doin that. I just like...care a lot.  I be sorry if it came off as nosy or invasive. I know now that it weren’t the right way to try an make a connection with ya. Ain’t tryinna make more excuses, just explain shit a little. I know it all excuses anyways..

I want ya to know that I ain’t hate you none. I used to think you was like the coolest alt, cause we actually got a lot in common outside of all that trauma noise. We like bakin an shit, TV shows about it, got similar taste in music, both got kids. Both datin alts of ourselves haha. You’re actually a pretty cool guy an if I knew how to fix shit, I’d like to be friends with ya.

 I know that probably ain’t much of a possibility seein as how I just kinna keep, fuckin shit up. Maybe just gettin to a point where we could hang around a mutual friend an like be chill an casual would be good? Just neutral? Honestly I felt kinna shitty that you had to leave when I came to see Static, cause she be your friend too. I didn’t realize my presence made you that uncomfortable.

I’m sorry for bein too much of a coward to actually say this at ya. I’m scared honestly. I know that me apologizing don’t mean you gotta be forgiving me. I just wanted ya to know that I be sorry. I shoulda said it a lot sooner.

Also I be sorry for ruining ya day earlier with my dumb joke.