#and additionally a large portion of fans and creators being absolutely disgusting I don’t want to share my art or even continue making it

[seancefemme]

xo

#I’m in such a strange place rn where art and drawing just feel so foreign to me :( #mostly due to school I haven’t gotten the chance to draw for myself or post anything in months #but also because the only thing I’ve wanted to draw is Hannibal but with the creator being such a vile person #and additionally a large portion of fans and creators being absolutely disgusting I don’t want to share my art or even continue making it #cause I don’t want to be associated with them at all #and it makes me so sad because i was really really into Hannibal but that interest has crumbled and for the first time in years #I have absolutely no idea what to draw I have no interest that completly cosumes me so drawing makes me sad :( #like I practice every day but there’s no /thing/ that I’m super excited to draw y’know :(((( #I’m sorry I’ve been gone I really love sharing my art but this year has been so hard