#and also 3. im pretty sure staying here over the pandemic has made me mildly agoraphobic

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#so i definitely have whatever illness my mum just did #but will she believe me? nope. #im pretty sure i have a fever too but we dont have a thermometer so... #first thing im buying for my first aid kit when i move out os a themometer jfc #i feel like absolute shit and all she says when i tell her is #''you dont go outside. its like your becoming a shut in.'' and ''youre okay enough to play dnd apparently'' #firstly as far as i know ill be completely unable to play dnd tomorrow so fuxk off #secondly the reason i rarely leave the house is because 1. notging to do here #and 2. youd butt in and wonder where im going like im 16 again #and also 3. im pretty sure staying here over the pandemic has made me mildly agoraphobic #like i literally freeze when i need to go outside. sometimes even just leave my ROOM #i cant with this anymore #can my anxiety fucking leave just for a couple of months? #just so i can get a job and settle a bit and move the fuck out of here #i want to be an adult again. i want privacy!! independence!!!! #and also i want to not feel like im about to throw up omg i feel like shit #i might have yo yake a covid test uhg #though my mums came out negative so??? #katy liveblogs life 2022