#and also i like being able 2 do art and fall in2 a routine but im getting burned oht and i can feel it and when my friends leave its gonna

[pepprs]

FUCK!!!!!!!!! tag vent sorry

#god. GOD!!!! this is so hard. i need to figure something out. i need to. i cant keep doing 3 jobs. i literally cant or i’ll die. and one of #them is my whole life and im locked in and wojld meber leave kt but. god i need to figure out which of the other 2 im cutting. and its hard #the graphic design job is... the one ive been @ the longest and my fav thing abt it is the people but so many of my coworkers r graduating #and also i like being able 2 do art and fall in2 a routine but im getting burned oht and i can feel it and when my friends leave its gonna #make me even less motivated! and then the other one... started as graphic design and then i got promoted against my will and now im in #charge of communications fr the whole thing and i hated it and was so overwhelmed w the responsibility ad still kinda am and its sluggish #sometimes. but then a rly close friend of mine joined as my right hand person basically and . he’s like one of the best ppl ive ever met and #yeah im still overwhelmed and this is stressful and even painful sometimes. but wjen he and i come up w an idea? when we connect? its #beautiul! we make such a good team and we’re doijg really brave and important stuff trying 2 heal the organizatkon and . how can i leave him #and all of this that we’ve just now started doing when theres so much left 2 do. and so im stuck. #i never ever tjought there would even be a choice btween the 2 u know. and i feel so bad bc we’re already hiring 4 new designers and #i dont want 2 cause more trouble ad suddenly leave... ALSO im going abtoad next spring so i wouldnt b able 2 stay anyways for anything u kno #and idk how thats gonna fuck things up and AHHHH my life is fallin apart. but i dont know what to do. i need 2 talk 2 * and * abt this LOL #purrs