Stupid fool
I wish for once in my life I would follow my gut. My gut has been telling for weeks that James was scamming me but I just wouldn't listen and now I am paying for it. I haven't heard from him in over 24 hours and I know he has ghosted me and the scam is done. At least I can be positive about that. It is over and he can't steal from me anymore. All of his reassurances were nothing but bullshit and I fell for it. How could I be so stupid. I should have taken it as foreshadowing when Sister Siobhan said to me: How can someone with a good Irish name be so stupid? She was right. I am stupid. What am I missing in my life that I allow myself to get scammed all the time. I will never be able to make up all of this money. Retirement will be a joke because I will be working for a long time now. I hate myself. I prayed last night that God would take me in my sleep. Unfortunately it didn't happen and I am here now feeling ashamed, embarrassed, used and above all stupid.
I am having such a hard time concentrating on anything at work today. I went back and re-read his conversations with me and they make me sick to my stomach. All the professions of love and he will protect me forever and will never hurt me. He knew all along what he was doing to me. How can a person be so cold and cruel to another one. Of course, how could I be so stupid as to allow him to do that to me. I guess the only good to come out of this is hopefully I have learned my lesson and Mike will not have to suffer because of this. I was always worried about how I would tell him and how he would survive on his own.
Now I have heard everything. He texts me and says his plane had terrible turbulence and guess what he has 2 broken arms!! He sends me a picture and I found it on google- it was from an airline incident in January and then he says oh he sent the wrong one. So he sends another one and I found that on google was from October 2022!!! What kind of a scam is he pulling on me. Says he is in Guatemala. I am so tired of this I am done. I AM DONE!!!
He tried to tell me not to believe what I find on google. I don't believe him anymore!!! Then he says he has to go because his arms hurt and guess what will be next: I lost my check in the turbulence and they won't let me leave the hospital unless I pay...Blah blah blah
Now he is playing the "you don't believe me" card and sent me a picture of him in a hospital bed with a cast on his arm. He can't talk because he is in too much pain. He could have staged that picture awhile ago. I just don't believe him anymore.
I actually talked to him on the phone. He is hard to understand because his accent is very pronounced. He kept apologizing to me for the accident. It just seems too unbelievable.
I still can't find any news report about the airplane turbulence where 4 people died. That just seems unreal to me.
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