#and how im kinda steadily realizing that maybe my whole sad boy cool girl obsession is bc i relate to sad boy characters sm

[intergalacticaquarium]

When I first started writing Eddie fics I thought that y/m was the self insert but now I think it's become clear it's the other way around

#hate hate hate hate haaaate how relatable this character is #and how im kinda steadily realizing that maybe my whole sad boy cool girl obsession is bc i relate to sad boy characters sm #i dont really relate to them tho its kinda just eddie #this weird geeky stoner slob that screams and hides under a tarp and dresses very verrrry similar to how i do #irl not the actual pieces but like...the vibe. and i have been rocking the patch jacket for a while #anyway when i saw him for the first time and heard him talk i was like wow thats embarraesing and then i kinda hated him #bc he was just SO my type that i felt too predictable bc i knew it was gonna be bad #this is why im so defensive of no bitches eddie bc were kinda similar and he has way worse vibes that i do and i get no bitches either lmao #also i dont see eddie like actively trying ti get laid if he was trying to fuck he wouldnt act like that all the time #and i imagine that ppl who get lots of ass work hard for that #anyway this is why ill be writing my dissertation on how your perception eddie changes from a cool sexy rock and roll sex god #to a weird little gremlin man #depending on whether or not u relate to him or want to fuck him #u may not be aware ur on the second side im warning u